You must be wondering where the hell I went since I update almost everyday but suddenly not blogging for four days. Fret not, I've been around the whole time. Just that well, Streamyx is being such an anus, even up to now. So I can't upload many photos at the moment, just please wait :(

First and fore most, Happy 49th month to myself and Momo! I forgotten about it actually, but he reminded me so yeah. Normal la. Maybe we should just wish each other annually instead of monthly? I dunno XD

I've been going out a lot, with different people almost everyday. Going to Pyramid three days in a row is uh, getting boring, really :( Plus I've been spending money like water these days due to Christmas. I admit lah, I'm pretty generous when comes to friends but getting every friend a gift can be quite a pain too because at times you don't know what they like or it just costs a bomb. My wallet's gonna explode soon. OH and I also received my earliest Christmas gift from Wei Yan :) Although she paid half (already nearly RM20 plus), I still feel happy to get it since I've been wanting it for so long. Thanks boobies!!

Yar, she got me the Domokun plushie. So awesome right?!

Since Cherie's back not long ago, we're gonna go for dinner that she organized later on! She's gonna lend me I'm Sam Kdrama :P Why am I so up for it? Because TOP's acting in it!! Call me crazy but I'm currently one hell of a fan of Big Bang. Downloaded two of their albums and yeah if anyone ever noticed my MSN, my playlist have been playing Big Bang's songs 24/7. AND my phone's been filled with them, specifically Top himself as the wallpaper, screen saver, ring tone and starting screen. Wah I've never been this mad loh, even my obsession with Heath Ledger and Lee Hom also lose out already. Blame or thank Christine for that 8D It is so darn addictive. Cherie calls TOP: potpot top XD

*melts*

BTW, I cancelled my Miku nendoroid figurine pre-order due to personal reasons. I think I've decided to stop collecting figurines since $$ is so important these days. I'm trying to use it wisely and not spend it wastefully anymore. Pray that I'll stay disciplined.

I'll update again once Streamyx is fixed. Hopefully soon enough. Bye!

Don't you just love Domokun (どもーくん)? Domokun has been crazily loved by me and my friends~ Up to an extent that, well, I made him wear a bra o_o

There, domokunized

Internet's not fully improved but at least 10% better than before. I know 10% wouldn't show a lot of difference but it's better than nothing yar?

This weekend has been pretty busy for me. On Friday, horse, boobs and butt followed me to Taylor's college for the open day, which sorta sucked because the talks had zero chance to ever motivate you into the courses you want to take. Sheng, Christine and I were counselled on A levels so we manged to do some Q&A as necessary. We finished everything by noon then headed over to Asia Cafe for a drink and a few rounds of pool.

On Saturday, I had art class and then went to PWTC at KL for some education fair. Met more familiar faces again, but fewer this time. I was glad to be able to find many universities that interest me into the game designing field. Singapore or Japan? Japan would be a better choice but language plays a big part. To make it up for it, Sheng and I will be attending Japanese classes as an extra language starting next week. I don't know if I'm excited or not, but it's something I haven't done since I was in Brunei (I took Mandarin for 6 pathetic years and I know NOTHING now - major screw up) Wonder what's it like having Sheng and I speaking in Japanese? LMAO.

Earlier at some Japan university booth, two Japanese men were there to assist dad and I.

Dad: Do you have game design here?
Jap dudes: ???
Dad: You know, game? Like those Nintendo?
Jap dudes: Err.. (must be wondering why we're talking about nintendo in a place like this)
Mom: Girl ah, how to say 'game' in Japanese?
Me: ...ゲム (gemu)?
Jap dudes: OH ゲム! そう そう！

Watafak.

Clockwise: Big Bang's 1st Japanese album - Number 1, Rain's 5th full Korean album - Rainism, SHINee 1st album VOL.1 - Amigo , Dong Bang's 4th album - Mirotic

Anyway, these are the most recent albums I downloaded and currently enjoying it to the max! I'VE BEEN KOREANFIED. But I'm happy to successfully influence a few people *cough* And among all, I still prefer Big Bang!!! Weeee!


Random:

Me: *shows off ring*
Cherie:

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My Shana nendoroid has been collected by Sora daddy!

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LOL JINN, POGOSTICKUYO! (supposingly pogoshipoyo but eh we twisted it wtf)

Well, gotta go to bed. Undang course with friends in 5 hours, lol.

KP's specs is so the 'out' thing yo. We da outterssss.

Sheng's ugly face in redbox!

Will update, I'm kinda sleepy now :|

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It's morning nowww! My body's aching all over and currently having sorethroat. Thanks to karaoke. Singing to Crank That was fun yet tiring :P It was only 5 of us, Christine, Wei Yan, Sheng, Lynette and I. Yes, Sheng's the only boy but he seems to click with girls very well *hint hint* pondan *cough*

Lynette joined us last minute, which was great because we all miss her. The only time I could see her during high school was at Nazri's tuition. Because she has such a busy life, it's hard to get Lynette to come out with us :P

So at Redbox, the girls sang a lot of girly songs like Wanna Be by Spice Girls, Barbie Girl, Shakira's songs, etc. Crank That was probably one of the only songs Sheng sang whole heartedly with us LOL. Lynette and Sheng are 'capable' of rapping to Shakira's Hips Don't Lie! HAHA it was so funny. While Christine was the paling semangat one, dancing and standing on the sofa etc while singing to a few Korean songs like Rainism (Rain), Haru Haru (Big Bang) and Hug (DBSK). Honestly, we had such a hard time singing to Korean songs, we ended up babbling all the way except for the chorus! But we did go crazy over the hot hot TOP 8D Even Lynette thinks he's hot, YAY!

KP said that I haven't been posting up camwhore photos. Well, because connection's gay and, I got lazy haha. But here it is LOL.


Not cool enough to "rock on" ._.


Imitating Seung Ri's cute pose XD


I feel so loved 8D Wtf Wei Yan's smelling me *gets turned on* >;D

After screaming singing, we went to Sushi Zanmai for late lunch. It was already 5pm by then. Then walked around a little until Wei Yan had to go home. Since we were at Asian Avenue, I brought Sheng to Comic Paradise as I've something in mind to get him for Christmas.

He chose this LOL and he was happy to receive it. Yay mission accomplished!

Christine drove us to the mamak at SS19, ate our yummy nasi lemak kambing :D Since Sheng's mom was about to come, he didn't join us for dinner. It was only three of us girls then.

Bonding session went so well I totally enjoy gossiping with them because they have this talent in kutuk-ing people. Even better than me at times. Cherie mentioned that I'm already quite extreme when comes to zha-ing people but well these two hamsap friends of mine are quite incompetible. Anyways, Christine drove us to her house to gossip more and visit a few bimbotic blogs + INTERESTING photos to share. Thank goodness mom didn't kill me for coming home after 10pm lol.

Earlier on, I collected my Shana nendoroid from Sora. Here it is.

Various expressions of little Shana


Default, the best one for me




Angry version! Still so adorable ;3


My only three nendoroids. Miku won't come to me anymore :( Sorry baby.

Today haven't been such a great day for me. I failed undang test, so wtf. And some other shit which I'm too lazy to talk about because once that topic comes about, I'm gonna get pissed off all over again. Don't want that to happen anymore. I've been angry enough for today.

On a happier note, I went shopping with Jinn bebeh yesterday! I haven't seen her since SPM, so I decided why not take her out since mom's gonna be at Pyramid doing facial anyway? Although I did visit her house on the previous day but that wasn't enough because all we talked about was Big Bang, T.O.P and Seung Ri HAHA ok I know we're so crazy over them!!

Left: Yay scarves! I know it's not winter but... xD
Right: Anyone who watches Big Bang's Coffee Prince Parody would probably recognize this pose by Tae Yang and Seung Ri! (see below)



Our pose was a bit off but :P It's good enough LOL

We bought scarves at Asian Avenue! Of all places right? But honestly you can actually get cheap stuffs there!! So don't look down on lala stores because they ain't that bad afterall. Probably just the sales person or something because they'll start speaking Mandarin or Cantonese which I totally don't understand.

Jinn bought a few accessories for me too, thanks so so much! Before all that, we got conned while taking a stroll. Yes, CONNED!! Why do I get all the bad lucks this week? So it was like this. Barbeque Plaza, right, great place blabla you all may think so. This promoter dude who is MALAY approached us about the bbq plaza punya promotion (usual buy 1 free 1 shit etc etc) and stupid of us for thinking that it's FREE if you sign up. So I wrote my name and signed it.

"So miss, would you like to pay RM29.90 in cash or cheque?"

Excuse me? You never said we have to pay anything in the first place!! SO CAN'T DO ANYTHING ALSO RIGHT? Bah, so yeah, wasted RM30 on that piece of shit. Took the dumb voucher and walked again then we got hungry. So why not try BBQ Plaza since you know their PROMOTION is so spectacular!

Went into the restaurant, was greeted with a "sawadikap".. we were like, isn't this Korean? *shrugs*

Buy 1 family set, free 1 SUPREME set. Clueless beings like us, we ordered them. Guess how big the portion was?

8 BOWLS OF RICE
THREE PLATEFUL OF SEAFOOD + BEEF MEAT
MOUNTFUL OF CABBAGE

Proof?

Thank god I called mom to join us. And she didn't seem too pleased with my actions on this LOL but fine, she was more of angry with the way they served the food and the bloody promoter. It was also careless of me to get conned anyway. Mom was generous, she paid for the sick meal. It looked big in portion, but we weren't that full (that's coz we didn't eat a lot of rice, crazy ah 8 BOWLS expect us to finish?!)

Mom proceeded to go do her lashes and facial while Jinn and I walked around again. We went into this shop and we discovered this weird looking packages "eyeliner" or whatsoever. In front there was a picture of a lady with big breasts wearing a bikini top. So was like, eyeliner? Girl in bikini + big breasts? What sorta relation!! I turned the thing behind to check out the instructions blah blah, there I saw a drawing of ONE breast with a funny looking nipple.

Jinn/I (in curiousity): Wtf does this do wei...

Then this guy suddenly appeared behind us;

"It changes it from BLACK to PINK"

........ I COULD DIE LAUGHING BUT WE HELD IT UNTIL WE GOT OUT OF THE SHOP!! It was really awkward LMAO he had the guts to actually approach us about it. Oh wow.

Interesting day, all in at least I experienced such things with Jinno!

Thanks Aunt Chris (or RAYNEBOWS? :p) and Uncle Derek a.k.a Lester's parents for the lovely seafood dinner last night! Both yummy and filling ;) And thanks Lester for the souvenirs from Perth too! *hearts*

To end off this post... :P You'll probably know what I'm gonna do.

BIG BANG SPAMMAGE TIME! <33 Bear with me for now lah, I really need to de-stress myself from earlier on. Since Ky's at college, I can't get him to comfort me but at least I have Christine, Jinn and Sheranne to lend an ear. Sorry for the endless rants these days...

My three current favourite members: T.O.P, Ji Yong (G-Dragon), Seung Ri


*slur*




Nurse Seung Ri injecting Tae Yang's ass 8D


I like how they always go by theme colours! Green was one of them. Dae Sung (center) has extremely great vocals <3


Big Bang in casual/hip hop style (their usual I guess)


Big Bang in their classy/elegant form! Awesome yar?

Shall Youtube now and share moar with the Big Bang craze peepul *hint Jinn hint*

What is this. Is God trying to tell me something? Why am I the victim for being hurt multiple times yesterday? Maybe he just wants me to experience this thing called 'pain' again. Even having a few friends to get words of advise and comfort, it still remained in me. I think dad calls it the subconscious mind? I don't know but I've been REALLY negative since last night. All I could do to ease myself down was to fangirl on Big Bang. I am not kidding, it really works.

I'm gonna be really straight forward here.

Loki's, I hate it when you guys have problems among each other. I know I don't hangout or talk to you guys a lot anymore but I sensed lots of conflicts, backstabbing and NO trust at all. That is what I've been hearing all along.

And to that PARTICULAR SOMEONE, if you do not like my editing on your pathetic drawing, THEN SAY IT TO ME, NOT TO IVAN. Ivan is NOT our messenger, just so you know. And if you think that I had little intention of doing the  design because I don't feel like it, DOESN'T MEAN THAT I WILL PURPOSELY MAKE THEM UGLY. I HAVE PASSION FOR THINGS I DO, AND I DO NOT SIMPLY WORK ON THINGS EFFORTLESSLY. I'm just the so called tracer, you're the person with original drawing. Respect the tracer for once? If you have anything you're not happy with, JUST SAY IT TO ME, or are you just afraid? Two-faced brat, being nice on forums and facebook but do little bitchings on me, ey? I've been tolerant enough with you, I've heard EVERYTHING you said but I decided to shut up, just not this time because you've went over, with your LITTLE friend who supported you into splurting negative shit about my work. If you think I don't do things right, THEN DO IT YOURSELF. I DO THIS FOR FREE, THERE'S NO PAYMENT AND LIMIT, still wanna push me around? I'VE BEEN PUSHED AROUND ENOUGH. I CAN MAKE PROPER AMMENDMENTS WHENEVER POSSIBLE TO SUIT THE DIGITAL FORM, NOT YOUR BLOODY COLOURED PENCIL DRAWING IF YOU EVER GET WHAT I MEAN. Ya I spoiled your drawing lol how amazing is that! PLUS I was never comfortable editing your drawing because you even bitched about the Rebirth logo I did back then!! I know it's so freaking immature to argue about this bloody LOKI TSHIRT DESIGN crap but it seriously got to me and I just BEH TAHAN their attitude. Pretty on the outside, but ugly in the inside. You people are so unappreciative, and not even a single 'thank you' except from Ivan and Adrian. I especially dislike people with no appreciation omg how many times have I said this...

Now I can officially say,

I QUIT LOKI'S!

It's not often I blog like this, and I sometimes don't feel right whenever I talk offensive things. GAHHH THIS SUCKS LAH EVEN AFTER A LONG SLEEP AT NIGHT.

Good bye Loki's. Although you're gonna be using my editing as the T-shirt design. Too bad for those who don't like it, what's done is done. Most importantly, I've already done my part as a Lokian.

No doubt that I've been on cranky mood lately but I never fail to make myself feel better at the end of the day, at least that's what I think.

There are so many things in mind that I'm very eager to get BUT...

I have insufficient cash for that. So I'll just dump em into my so called wish list!

In no particular order:

BB inspired Nike shoes (gotta make sure they're big and bulky too!)
Louis Vuitton shades (BECAUSE T.O.P WEARS IT, HAHAHAHA)
Big Bang small calendar for 2009 (limited edition)
Big Bang diary 2009 (limited edition)
Big Bang photobook from 2006 - 2008
Canon 450D
Nintendo DS Lite
Rain's 5th album, Rainism
Big Bang's album, Number 1 (limited edition)
DBSK's 4th album, Mirotic
SHINee's 1st album, Amigo
Shutter shades

I've also wanted an LCD monitor for SO LONG but never gotten the chance to get em. Even a laptop but it's not that important for now.

SANTA!!! GET THESE FOR ME, PRETTY PLEASE?? T^T

Lester's African snake and the *2* sign

Yesterday was my first day in Japanese class with Sheng. Yeap we're taking beginner 1 at the moment of course, always start from basic. The lesson went well, every thing was quite simple and easy to pick up. Since I already know a little bit of basic words and hiragana characters. Heehee.

It's gonna be a long day tomorrow. Out shopping with Christine sayang and her mom! :D God knows where the hell am I getting the money from...

T.O.P IS SO CUTE HERE ALTHOUGH HE'S MORE OF HOT 8DDDD!!

I'm still not over T.O.P and Big Bang ok ;) My love for them bloomed even more!!! *hearts*
Time to go, it's late. And the hell Marvin is chatting with me at this hour...

おやすみなさい　みんな！ (Goodnight everyone!)

Had a nice time at the gym this morning with mom and my two aunts then headed over to Midvalley with Christine and her mom to kai kai for a bit. DBSK's Mirotic album tempted me to get it but seeing the price, it really scared me. Honestly we didnt do much besides checking out Pasta Zanmai which turned out pretty good  (thanks for the meal!) and just practically walking around back and forth. Didn't buy anything besides two little Christmas presents for my buddies. It's small but I guess they say it's the thought that counts.

Flight to Shanghai is at 9.30am later. Yeap, it's vacation time! Will be back by Sunday xD I've never really been to colder places besides Hong Kong and since China's obviously much lower in temperature, so it's gonna be something new again! This is pretty exciting, though communication may be quite a problem - 我不明白!! :(

Gonna miss talking to you for 5 days, Momo :( Don't think I've already forgotten bout my lover ah just coz I'm crazily obsessed with Big Bang!

Since I'll be away, I shall keep you entertained with BIG BANG videos! Well it's up to you to watch it, but I so love these two babies, G-Dragon (Jiyong) and T.O.P <3

 
Jiyong and TOP rapping to Forever With You feat Park Bom

One of my all time favourite video from Big Bang. More home made, the better. And TOP's wearing GLASSES!! XD

 
Official music video of Forever With You

Life's so good. Why the frown?

Til' then everyone!

I'm back from Shanghai! Recently heard lots of interesting news happening but not that I should care of because like I said, what's done is done. I'd rather live a life with full of happiness rather than grief, obviously.

How's the trip, you may ask? To summarize it up, I didn't fully enjoy the vacation there because...

1. The kind of people they are - Rude, rough, impolite, arrogant. They're almost equivalent to Hong Kong people.
2. They have a bad habit of spitting any time and any where, even when you're eating your beef noodles outdoor.
3. Lack of tourist sites information. We didn't go by tour fyi.
4. Major language problem. I just don't understand Shanghainese most of the time.
5. Heavy traffic. Because mom almost got knocked down by a motorcyclist.
6. Over-populated & very crowded. You can hardly find tourists because most of the local people are already tourists of Shanghai.
7. We don't know where to go most of the time - we nap for 3 to 4 hours every late afternoon.
8. Shopping didn't go well since it's expensive and everything is winterwear, we don't wear winter clothing in Malaysia.
9. I don't know why but Shanghai's food seem bland and pretty much tasteless?
10. The amount of aggressive beggars = crazy + they chase after you
11. You don't often see children.
12. There are many fake goods seller that would bug you each time you step out of a store.
13. They are money faced.
14. I couldn't get most of the things I've been searching for.
15. I spent two nights in Shanghai reading undang. Call me lifeless but it was really boring there. And if I don't pass my undang after this...... *speechless*

However;

I got a pair of Nike that I've searched high and low for. Not that I'm specific with the brand and model etc but just the particular look I've been wanting. And I also purchased a few reasonable priced albums from a music store mom and I come across a day before we flew back to Malaysia.

Albums bought:
Ayumi Hamasaki's Guilty
DBSK's T album
Super Junior M's first album

Yay happy me! I'm definitely splurging a lot on albums and such once I get Christine to pre-order a few stuff from Yesasia. Now before that, I gotta get myself a CD rack to place them in order! I almost misplaced my SHINee's mini album but thank goodness I found it somewhere, though it's a little dusty now but I feel relieved to see it again, plus it's still nicely packed in plastic!

Ky's now in Singapore with Zhao Ming, on a short vacation. I haven't contacted to him for A WEEK. Haha, that's pretty much a record. I guess it's also good to train yourself from being too engrossed with your partner. *sniffs at the corner ;_;* but yeah, I miss him.

I'll update on China another time. I've already spent all night chit chattering with Christine and Jinn about Big Bang and other nonsense. :) Love nights like this.

Out tomorrow with those two BB-crazed monkies! XD I HAVE FRIENDS OF SAME INTERESTS NOW! YESSS~ Do you know how hard it is to get friends who share the same things you love? :) Lester's slowly turning into it too all thanks to Jinn's influence. CMON LESTER...!! *LUREEES*

Now I can consider myself as a student of Taylor's college! Dad took me there to get myself registered after getting my forecast results from school. Facing Pn Wang was an unpleasant sight and because she looked down on my not-so-great results... she made it seem that I can't do well in A levels. She even called me SILLY for making a decision to take A levels (Econs, Math, Computing) and then off to game designing. Well, uh, screw you old hag because I've my own reasons why I'd sacrifice a year and a half not doing foundation.

I'm just gonna update on Shanghai now. Well, just pictures because I've been too lazy to blog nowadays.

This is Nanjing Road. We stay around this area, and the people here are not so ordinary


We went for a cruise at The Bund at night. The lights coming from tall buildings were beautiful and yes, VERY COLD INDEED!


Top view of Nanjing Road from La Meriden's Chinese restaurant. It was almost 10pm so there's less people on the road. Usually it'd be three times the duplication of that amount.


I forgot what's this place called but their architectures seem more European around here. Mom said it's probably the French.


The Jade Buddha Temple (LOL) There were so many people doing paper folds to get them burned for prayers. Not to mention that the Chinese ARE very hardworking, they prolly made thousands of it just to set them on fire!!


Mom feeding the koi fishes. There are some that are 40 years of age!

We also visited Shanghai Ocean Aquarium. Quite interesting although Malaysia also has one but obviously not in competition with this one.


One of the largest fishes we've seen there o___o

Sad fish


The cutest animal there besides the seal (which I wasn't able capture, they swim too fast -__-)
and HEY IT'S KY THE PENYU 8D


o__o Sharks


Some place called Yu Yuan. Simply oriental.


Three old policemen infront of Starbucks LOL


Yu Yuan Garden


TALLLL TALLLLLL TREEEES... that are balding


Their mochi is not only cute looking but comes in various flavours and best of all, it tastes YUMMY! (Even better than Jogoya's) I gave some to Christine and it wasn't enough obviously!


This siew long bao was OK only because not soupy enough


THIS IS THE ONLY GOOD ONE!! Because it's so huge, even bigger than your bloody spoon!


Some pork glass noodle. If you realise, we ate siew long baos everyday that we got really sick of it. Mom went for Italian and Thai next day.

The most tender beef meat I've ever eaten.

"HERE I AM!" (LOL CHERIE!!)
I went to NikeShanghai. I went crazy with the NikeIDs, but meh they don't ship their shoes outside China. Darn it. I was this close to getting it. But it's okay :( Singapore has it too I'll just go there to customize my own someday LOLOL.

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YES, IT'S CHRISTMAS MORNING! Merry Christmas everyone!!

Wei Yan's still sleeping on my bed (she slept over, duh). I bet she's too tired from all the talking we had til' 5am and it's only 10.30am right now. Her awesome messages kept coming in that it woke me up. It's OK, I'LL FORGIVE HER COZ IT'S CHRISTMAS LOL.

I had a good time at Lester's place for the Christmas pot luck party and Cherie's birthday. OH YEAH, HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERIE!!! Hope you like the present *runs* because I really liked yours!!!! Another Domokun added to the collection, and best thing is, IT WALKS!

Thanks to everyone as well for the gifts, and also those who bought mine way before Christmas too (Wei Yan, Jinn, Lester, etc) Sheng's gift to me and Christine sorta shocked us, I think I went squeeling after he passed me a roll of poster?! I couldn't help think that it's DEFINITELY something Korean. It was written there TVXQ blabla so yeah, DBSK's Mirotic poster, PLUS the album he got me :) Thank you so so so much, Sheng!!! He got Christine the Rainism album and poster (it comes along too) but guess what, Christine and I exchanged posters because I knew she's been a long time fan of DBSK. Besides, I think Imma go get Rainism's album soon anyway :) Such a happy Christmas *cries of joy*

It's 10.41am, and Wei Yan is still sleeping/hibernating. (ha ha ha)

Wtf Cherie listened to Big Bang at Lester's place yesterday BAHAHA. We watched The Notebook but the bloody guys made the emotional movie into a COMEDY.

"Jesus, I look like Jesus!!"
"I'm so glad you CAME!"
"Martha FUCKA!"
"Where's my noteboook?!"
"Give me my notebook!"

LOLOL. Wasted though. At least Lynette and I cried (I watched it for the 2nd time and I teared, wow) Since we had pot luck, there were LOADS of food. Especially the desert; two cakes, a tray of Coffee Bean cupcakes, jelly, ice cream, apple crumble (mine)?! At least it was all good food :)

I'll post up pictures another time. I MIGHT be going for a Christmas hangout with the gang ;)

Now for a bit of Big Bang goodness LOL sorry folks!

I want to be as lucky as her to get a treatment from Big Bang. I want Seungri to dance around me, I want GD to sing to me, I WANT EVERYTHING THEY DID!! :(

Ky returned from Singapore two days ago and guess what!! He got me Big Bang's album.. with such an AMAZING price wtf. I feel happy and bad at the same time because it's SO FREAKING expensive, and it's also what I cannot find in Malaysia. Thanks, momo T____T You don't need to get me a wedding ring already, ok? LOL!

Sigh, life's getting better and better :) :) Let's hope the day keeps getting brighterrrr~ (YES POSITIVE THOUGHTS ALL THE WAY)

Bye everyone 8D

Kok Ping sharing his armpit fragrance.. Mmmm 8D


The must-camwhore mirror at Lester's


:0


>:3


Pot luck! Happy that everyone contributed :)


Sheng's face.. is.. priceless


Everyone laughing at Sheng's stupid joke


The host and Jinno


AMAZ'NG in action again! But this time, does this pose look familiar to you? The Notebook's front cover LOL


Eugene was there too!! He's been a good lil bro, its just that growth pulled us slightly apart.


The birthday girl being hyper, woohoo!


Check out Sheng's sitting posture and lansi peace pose!!


Two people brought their polaroid cameras


I love christmas this year because I got pretty gifts from everyone~

Black pig from KP, moving DOMOKUN from Cherie, stickers from Lynette, the red 'cow' bookmark from Mabel and DBSK Mirotic album with free poster & badges from Sheng. There's more but these are the ones I receive on Christmas day itself.

Wei Yan got me a domokun plush, Jinn got me colourful solid accessories, Christine got me a cross necklace and Famous Amos cookies but she gave it to my mom instead LOL, Lester got me a tee and a magic towel from Perth, and if I were to count Ky's gift to me as a Christmas gift...then he got me Big Bang's Number 1 album all the way from Singapore because Malaysia's somewhat crappy with music stores :) :) :)

So I've been out everyday, except today but I'll still be out since I have Japanese later with Sheng. Two days ago, after Wei Yan hibernated at my place... wait let me show you a picture I took!! Sorry Wei Yan 8D

Her sleeping pose is unusually yeng LOL

Anyways, we went to MV with Kok Ping. MV was fully packed with people on Christmas, so what more the queue at GSC? We tried out The Garden's Signature GSC and we bought tickets to Yes Man at the premiere class. My wallet hangus already :|

Spent hours at Zanmai just chatting and drinking unlimited green tea (real bad idea before a movie)


8D A treat for myself for the day. It's so prettyyy

Okay that's all, since there's actually people bugging me to update because I don't blog as often anymore. Btw, IP Man is a great show, watch it!

OH and...

Big Bang and Wonder Girls performing together to Tell Me and Lies. It's too cute to resist!

And I can't wait for SBS Gayo Daejun on the 29th. The best thing would be Big Bang VS DBSK! I heard Tae Yang and Junsu are gonna do a piano battle, O SHIT O SHIT!! YUNHO + TOP = GAHHH!! Last night Christine and I spent the time on Youtube, on you know what. Tae Yang is slowly getting our attention with his uber talent and extremely hot body.. *heartbeats* xD

TOP and Yunho are next to each other! It's great to have both korean groups together

Ok enough, bye

This is a pretty LONG survey on Big Bang ;) Only for Big Bang fans!


Which Big Bang Boyfriend would you want in these situations? (KY, don't terasa ok? ^^ This is just a survey)


1. When I ask for him to buy me pretty clothes

a. TOP: says okay and runs to the mall
b. GD: tells me that if I get any prettier than I am now, life is gonna get difficult for me
c. YB: says okay and picks one out for me
d. DS: buys me a dorraemon dress
e. SR: tells me "you have a lot of clothes you buy me one :D"

2. When my house is dirty/messy

a. TOP: forces on a fake smile and says its clean
b. GD: says "what is this?! oh well, lets clean this together :D"
c. YB: cleans it up by himself
d. DS: brings in a dorraemon robot that cleans and becomes happy:D
e. SR: says "i cant stand this lets leave"

3. When I eat noodles the night before and my face is all swollen

a. TOP: tries very hard to hold in his laughter
b. GD: says "aww babe cmon what is this.." and massages my face for me
c. YB: asks me if im OK
d. DS: says "its okay hun dorraemon is here!"
e. SR: says "pft, who said to eat noodles?"

4. When I wear a super short mini skirt

a. TOP: looks at my legs and seems pleased
b. GD: says "BABE!", takes off his jacket and covers my legs with them
c. YB: goes somewhere and brings back a pair of jeans
d. DS: covers it with dorraemon
e. SR: becomes worried and begs "dont wear skirts all the guys are gonna hit on you"

5. When I forget that it's our 100th day together♥

a. TOP: forgives you, says "its okay things like this happen"
b. GD: acts super cute and asks "guess what day it is today~!"
c. YB: says "how can you be like this"
d. DS: tell me that dorraemon is gonna put a curse on me!
e. SR: gets mad at me for a while

6. When I'm crying...

a. TOP: thinks that if he asks why im crying, i might get embarassed so he doesnt say anything
b. GD: quietly hugs me from behind
c. YB: tells me not to cry and sings me a romantic song ♥
d. DS: tell me not to cry and gives me a dorraemon doll as a present:D
e. SR: looks at me..... and cries even harder than me!  LMAO

7. When I'm DRUNKKKKKK..

a. TOP: keeps asking "why did you drink? huhhh?"
b. GD: goes to the kitchen and cooks hae-jang-gook (a type of soup you drink to recover from drunkness) for me
c. YB: says "were you having a hard time? im sorry..."
d. DS: asks if i drank because of him, and tells me hes sorry/
e. SR: says "what! you drank without me" and gets mad at me playfully

8. When I ask, "do you wanna go out with me?"

a. TOP: says "yes" right away like he was waiting for it
b. GD: says "a girl should never have to ask a guy out, its the guys job" and asks me out;)
c. YB: ignores me
d. DS: mumbles and cant really answer, shy.
e. SR: doesnt say anything for a bit.... then suddenly says "i love you"

9. When I cant swim in the swimming pool

a. TOP: rescues me right away
b. GD: says "its not deep at all there! you can stand up you know:)"
c. YB: calls a lifeguard
d. DS: is drowining in the pool with me
e. SR: freaks out "OMG YOURE DROWNING!"

10. When I ask him to buy me the newest brand name very very expensive heel

a. TOP: buys me one then goes and cries in the corner T.T my moneyyy
b. GD: laughs, looks at me and kindly buys me one without a question
c. YB: swipes his card without a word
d. DS: tells the employee to give it to him cheaper
e. SR: tells me "this ones better, lets buy this"

11. When I get admitted to the hospital (arms, legs, head)

a. TOP: asks "are you okay?"
b. GD: says "when youre hurt, i get hurt too.." and cries
c. YB: packs my favourite lunch for me
d. DS: brings and buys me juice, clothes, accessories and everything i want
e. SR: gets out a permanent marker and starts drawing on my cast

12. When I say "hug me"

a. TOP: hugs me definitely
b. GD: hugs me tightly
c. YB: holds me lightly
d. DS: says "youre too cute" and hugs me
e. SR: hugs me and says "you know i love you right?"

13. When I don't pick up my phone

a. TOP: gets worried and asks "is something up?"
b. GD: gets playfully pissed and says "why didnt you pick up!"
c. YB: says "i guess you were busy.."
d. DS: says "hmph, we'll see if i pick up your phone!"
e. SR: starts crying

14. When we're watching a disturbing action movie (killing, blood, guts, etc)

a. TOP: asks "are you okay?" and looks at me worriedly
b. GD: holds my hand and walks me out of the movie theatre
c. YB: watches it quietly
d. DS: reacts even more than i do and says its scary
e. SR: watches carefully and immitates it

15. When I beg to buy me a super short short short mini skirt

a. TOP: says "i dont care bout pants, but skirts no way!"
b. GD: says "babe, just look at your legs, no way its only for my eyes" and blushes.
c. YB: says "of course i`ll buy you!"
d. DS: says "this is prettier...." and picks out a cheaper one
e. SR: says "you're definitely my soul mate, youve got a sense in style"

16. When I beg for him to buy me his mp3 (the same one)

a. TOP: says "of course" and buys me the mp3 i want
b. GD: gently puts the earphones he was listening to in my ears
c. YB: smiles at me and gives me his
d. DS: laughs and passes
e. SR: buys me one, and buys himself a newer one


17. When I buy him clothes as a present and he doesnt like it…

a. TOP: smiles and lies trying to compliment it saying it’s pretty
b. GD: takes my hand and goes to the shopping mall explaining why he must exchange it for his fashion purposes
c. YB: smiles and tries to start a different conversation
d. DS: gets overly excited and exaggerates his thanks
e. SR: wears it on the spot and jumps up and down the sidewalk

18. When I am jealous due to his relationship with one of the female celebrities on TV

a. TOP: holds my hand.
b. GD: explains logically says its not true… then goes on TV and explains to the world its not true as well.
c. YB: stutters trying to explain continously, then sighs saying he’s sorry
d. DS: laughs and sings ‘Look at Me Gwisoon’ with my name in it instead (HAHA SO CUTE!!)
e. SR: Acts cute and says “Are you being jealous right now~!?’ in a cute voice

19. When I’m away from my phone and another guy sends me a text hitting on me

a. TOP: deletes the guys number
b. GD: presses ‘Call’ on the number right away.
c. YB: pretends he didnt see it but gets quiet
d. DS: tells me i got a text and gives me suspicious looks
e. SR: smiles and lets it go infront of me, then goes home and tracks the guy down texting him evil messages

20. When he comes to my house without a word but I look like a ‘pain’ (no shower, havent washed hair, sweats, etc etc)

a. TOP: Washes my hair for me
b. GD: Makes me a schedule on ‘how to not be a pain’ and makes me write a written oath that i will never be a ‘pain’ again
c. YB: lies to me and tells me he hasnt washed his hair for 4 days either
d. DS: sits down on my couch like nothings wrong and watches Doraemon
e. SR: Gets too shocked and scared that he cant even come in the house

21. When I get a sickness and must die the next day

a. TOP: treats me like the normal days but never lets go of my hand
b. GD: swallows/hides his tears and says “Lets live today to the fullest/Until the day ends lets live like no tomorrow”
c. YB: ends up crying and doesnt know what to do
d. DS: pretends he didnt hear and keeps making me laugh
e. SR: cant stop crying and just keeps taking pictures with me

22. When he walks in on me cheating on him with someone else

a. TOP: without a word, punches the guy and takes me with him
b. GD: gives me his ring (couple ring), cellphone and walks out without a word
c. YB: makes a conversation with all of us
d. DS: says “Oops, got in the wrong place” and walks out
e. SR: gets very mad and cant control his anger so he throws and breaks furniture

23. When meeting my parents and they dont like him

a. TOP: goes on his knees
b. GD: says “(name) is pregnant”
c. YB: smiles and says he wants to marry his first love
d. DS: tries to earn points by singing ‘Look at me Gwisoon’
e. SR: kisses me infront of my parents and shouts “(name) IS MY LADY!”

24. When he sees that I’m in the audience while hes performing

a. TOP: never takes his eyes off me until his performance ends
b. GD: ignores me because i make him nervous and focuses on making the performance perfect for me
c. YB: is so happy that he keeps smiling and messes up his dance
d. DS: puts in customized moves by him for me
e. SR: acts cute infront of the camera

25. When I tell him I’m going to get plastic surgery

a. TOP: pretends he didnt hear and secretly slides a picture of ’surgery-gone-wrong’ pictures for me to see
b. GD: gives me his credit card
c. YB: tells me I'm more beautiful now and says no.
d. DS: insists if i do it, hes definitely doing it too
e. SR: listens to me and then makes fun of me

26. When I say I'm going to a resort for university

a. TOP: tells me to have fun and come back
b. GD: keeps asking me if guys are gonna be there too
c. YB: says its okay but you see him starting to pout without realization
d. DS: suddenly gives me Doraemon and tells me to think of him when i look at this
e. SR: says “Take me too”

27. When watching a movie together and its some serious 19+ sexual content…

a. TOP: tries to switch the mood by being funny
b. GD: ……asks jokingly “…can you do that?” >.<
c. YB: cheeks turn red, starts pourring nose bleed and faints
d. DS: “oh fun stuff~” and enjoys it
e. SR: suddenly whips his head around and looks at me


28. When I fall and hurt myself

a. TOP: who gives me a piggy back ride to the hospital
b. GD: who makes fun of me because I fell
c. YB: who runs to go buys medication
d. DS: who helps me get home
e. SR: who asks if it hurts a lot and blows on the place where it hurts

29. When I say I want a name brand item

a. TOP: who buys a fake one and says later on, he’ll make it a real one
b. GD: who pretends not to listen but buys it for me later
c. YB: who promises to buy me one once he makes more money
d. DS: who keeps saying not to buy expencive things
e. SR: who keeps asking if he can buy me something else

30. While watching a horror movie

a. TOP: who protects me
b. GD: who quietly covers my eyes
c. YB: who comforts me by saying there’s nothing to be scared of
d. DS: who holds my hand tightly
e. SR: who screams even before i scream (HAHAHA)

31. When my voice crack while singing

a. TOP: who pinches my cheek and says i’m cute
b. GD: who laughs at me
c. YB: who gets even more embarrassed than me
d. DS: who pretends he didn’t hear it
e. SR: who makes fun of me by imitating me

32. When his friend says he likes me

a. TOP: who says what are you trying to do and breaks ties with his friend
b. GD: who goes up and punches his friend
c. YB: who talks it out with his friend
d. DS: who says he will introduce another girl to his friend
e. SR: who stops talking to his friend

33. When I’m mad at my boyfriend

a. TOP: who starts a serious talk by asking me if I’m mad
b. GD: who says I’m sorry and says don’t be mad
c. YB: who sings to me
d. DS: who makes me laugh
e. SR: who does cute stuff around me

34. When my boyfriend meets my friends

a. TOP: who compliments me in front of my friends
b. GD: who asks my friends to watch over our relationship
c. YB: who makes me feel good by complimenting my friends
d. DS: who makes my friends comfortable as if they were his friends
e. SR: who asks my friends to consider him

35. On my birthday

a. TOP: who takes me some place expensive
b. GD: who treats me better than other days
c. YB: who makes me a special present
d. DS: who sings to me on a stage at a restaurant
e. SR: who says happy birthday all day long cheerfully

36. When we kiss

a. TOP: who hugs me tight first
b. GD: who just does it
c. YB: who asks first
d. DS: who becomes awkward first
e. SR: who asks if I can give him a kiss on the cheek and turns his head when I’m about to kiss his cheeks

37. When it’s raining and we only have one umbrella

a. TOP: who shares the umbrella but he ends up getting wet
b. GD: who holds me really tight so both of us don’t get wet
c. YB: who give me the umbrella and he walks under the rain
d. DS: who tells me to wait and go gets another umbrella
e. SR: who just tosses the umbrella and have both of us to walk in the rain

38. When I say I want to break up

a. TOP: who lets me go, saying he’s sorry he didn’t do much for me
b. GD: who is dumbfounded and says he never thought I’d break it off
c. YB: who asks if he can hug me one last time
d. DS: who says farewell and lets me go, crying
e. SR: who clings and anxiously asks why I’m acting like this suddenly

39. When we go to the amusement park

a. TOP: who suggests to ride what I want to ride
b. GD: who suggests to go to the haunted house first
c. YB: who takes lots of pictures
d. DS: who eats this and that
e. SR: who forcefully takes me to scary rides

40. When he is paying at a restaurant but has no money

a. TOP: who is sorry but asks if I could pay for now
b. GD: who grabs my hand and runs
c. YB: who has them keep his belonging until he can pay
d. DS: who calls his friend to bring some money
e. SR: who is anxious and doesn’t know what to do

41. When I talk to another guy

a. TOP: who thinks it’s no big deal
b. GD: who tells me not to talk to other guys
c. YB: who can’t say anything but actually bothers him
d. DS: who is curious and sneakingly wedges in the conversation
e. SR: who later asks what we talked about

42. When he can’t reach me through the phone

a. TOP: who says he’s worried
b. GD: who comes to my house right away
c. YB: who lets it by, thinking something must have happened
d. DS: who calls until I pick up
e. SR: who gets mad because I didn’t pick up

43. When I tell him I love him

a. TOP: who whispers in my ear that he loves me
b. GD: who kisses me
c. YB: who hugs me without saying a word
d. DS: who smiles, embarrassed
e. SR: who hugs me tightly, saying he loves me too

44. When we’re shopping

a. TOP: who says it’s boring and wants to go home already
b. GD: who picks out clothes for me
c. YB: who does everything I want to do
d. DS: who impatiently follows me around
e. SR: who enjoys shopping more than I do

45. When I act cutely (like a kid)

a. TOP: who thinks I’m cute and hugs me
b. GD: who says I’m not doing it right and shows an example
c. YB: who tells me to do that everyday
d. DS: who just laughs
e. SR: who copies me

46. When we get held up by a gang

a. TOP: who fights them
b. GD: who grabs my hand and runs
c. YB: who makes an effort to clear things out
d. DS: who calls the cops
e. SR: who leaves me and runs away

TOP = 14
GD = 8
YB = 8
DS = 4
SR = 12

YEAH, TOP IS MY MAN!!! BAHAHAHAHAHAH

Seungri was this close to TOP's while GD and. YB (Taeyang) are of ties, which clearly means that I like them equally! As for TOP a.k.a Choi Seung Hyun, I LIKE HIM THE MOST, DUH!! XD Though I was a little bumped earlier to hear that TOP had an exgf that's 5 years elder than him. He prefers older girls I assume? :P Even so, he's such a sweet gentleman that it made me admire him even more toda.

Anyways, I tag all Big Bang fans! Including Christine, Jinn, Hui Yee and Sheranne (although you don't have a blog LOL)

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Driving practical today was uh, tiring. I kept falling asleep, and often used Cherie's shoulders to rest my head -_-

BUT NEVERMIND!! YOUTUBE SAVED MY DAY *throws confetti*~~~ Shit I've been fangirling for the past THREE days nonstop. Har har. I think it's time to catch up on some Korean dramas that have been piling up on my desk. Oopsies.

I've a new complicated method of downloading music now - through youtube :) It's amazing, I get more songs than usual now *runs around* Ares can officially suck some balls.

Btw, Lester told me to call him SEPET in this post wtf I think he assumes I'm too free already lmao.
SEPET SEPET SEPET SEPET! Eh Lester, it's ok being sepet, you know? Because Big Bang's Daesung is sepet too but he's really awesome k.

Am I right? :D

Guess who is this CUTE LITTLE FELLA?

IT'S NONE OTHER THAN KHOO XING SHENG HAHAHAHAHAHA! (Baby Khoo Khoo?! HAHA)

I seriously couldn't stop laughing when I saw this picture HAHA. Sorry friend LOL my punishment would be sticking with you for another 1 1/2 years lmao and if so "malang", add another 4 years to that!

Class 5 Gigih ;) Most of my friends were from this class too!! Hahahaha we look funny. Sheng's too busy talking to Tsung Wai.

Credits to Lynette for scanning in the photos. Sigh it really brings back good memories of us in primary school. We didn't have to worry so much about life, studies, friendship, relationships, family, etc. We lived so peacefully. The only thing that worries us would be Encik Shahrul, Cik Geetha and some other strict teachers HAHA

I drink with style *cough* Right.

Gahh connection's being a real bitch. Back to kdramas.

Happy 20th Birthday, Kor :D!

He's currently at London having his 1 month break with his friend, Joanne. I'm already missing his presence as we usually would spend time together every December, no matter where it is. This time he decided to travel else where since he has the opportunity to. Still, I'm happy for him for his wise decision to study abroad and further his exploration in other countries besides just coming back to Malaysia. However, mom and I do miss him a lot though we don't show it out very much, haha. Happy 20th, you're now a young adult!

Call me lifeless but I've been staying in for two days straight youtubing and watching I Am Sam all day long. It's been a long time since I last had time for myself! So I didn't quite regret being anti-social for a short while. At least Sheng organized a last minute dinner with Dhinaa, Christine and I today for a short get together before new year.

I can't help but snap a photo of TOP (Moo Shin is his name in the drama) on my TV screen!

Since I won't be in for new year's eve, Sheng thought of 'celebrating' it together today. It wasn't much but just a simple dinner at Las Carritas. Christine was kind enough to fetch me there, thanks sayang! Mabel joined us much later, which was after we had dinner. Then came Je Yue whom I've not seen in quite awhile. Speaking of which, I also haven't hung out with Ken Wee for a long time. Forget friend d :P

Sheng and I had this. I rate it 6/10 :S

Cheers to:

New Year 2009!
Dhinaa's belated birthday!
PMR results!
SPM results!
Wei Yan's boobies!
Sheng's ugly horse face!

After sharing a glass of margharita (we're that cheap but hey we're not drinkers so live with it), we stayed around for more chat sessions etc etc. Then we went to Pappa Rich because I heard Gordon is working there though sadly he wasn't around when we were there :( OH YEAH, MABEL TOOK OFF HER BRACES! She looks so different now :D

Check out Mabel's sparkly teeth xD

Christine the sayang aka my Big Bang chatter! We kept humming to Tae Yang's "Look Only At Me" and did the same dance move. I know, damn syok sendiri LOL

WARNING: Some Big Bang-ness below, just deal with it.


If you're wondering who TAE YANG is!

SBS Gayo Daejun's videos are kinda up in youtube now. Tae Yang (Big Bang) VS Xiah (DBSK) in piano battle! I obviously loved Tae Yang's performance more *melts* :3 I like Tae Yang because he's multi-talented, he's Big Bang's main vocalist, dances like god, plays piano, raps and also does a bit of beat boxing. GAH!! But I still like TOP the most eventhough he's not as talented in dancing, lalala~~

The piano battle :) I obviously prefer Tae Yang since I'm such a huge fan of him/Big Bang compared to DBSK. Also because his English sounded clearer too, but that's not the whole point (they seriously should've just sung in Korean or something, English made it seem a little disturbing) Xiah's performance could've been better if there was no background music/singers that overlaps his playing but I won't deny that his vocals was far better than Tae Yang's. To me, Tae Yang's still the winner as he pulled it off very well :) Kudos to both of them for their wonderful performance anyway!

It's funny that there seem to be people who have a problem with me being in my own fantasy land. It's not like I was ever so obsessed with any artists in my life (except Britney because I seriously used to love her when I was small) and this time I got crazy over these talented guys. Rubbing it in my face just kinda sucks. So please just let me be. I don't know why but I get sensitive when people make fun or discriminates them.

Even KY who gives no shit about my Big Bang craze, never said a word and in fact sang along with me to "Prayer" by Tae Yang ft Teddy just now on the phone. How fun was that?! ;) It really made me smile even though we were just yelling the same verses all the way.

You know, I really have NO fate in meeting up with KY nowadays. He told me he's gonna go Pyramid for New Year's eve countdown and asked me to come along. Gah, I'll be at Genting with my parents. I never once celebrated New Years with him. Sad innit? Well, gotta look at the bright side than to complain about this. *Sniffs*

Blah blah; rants off.

Genting tomorrow. Happy New Year in advance people.