It's been two days that I lay dead on my bed because this so very deadly disease attacked me. THE HORSE DISEASE! D:<

No kidding. I meant Horse as in Khoo Xing Sheng. It was only 2 hours that I sat next to him on Nazri's last BM lesson on Friday. Not as what I expected, Sheng started coughing without closing his mouth (either on purpose or as claimed by him, some of it were fake) We thought it wouldn't be contagious because it was dry cough but Christine gave him the dulan look each time he coughed infront of my face. And look, I'M NOW THE ONE THAT'S SICK D; So I've been pretty weak until today, going for Nazri's seminar soon, hoping that I've enough energy for that. Earlier, mom and dad dragged me along with them to Pyramid for the Japanese Food Fair. Interesting, we kept chucking snacks into the basket I was carrying. Can't wait to try all of the Meiji and Lotte products once I recover.

Dr. Kwek said my throat is severely red and that I need to take more rests. So I did. Now the flu has gotten worse. I really hope there's no coughs. Why is it that my immune system is that poor? If you realise, I've blogged about being sick almost every month. Having little antibodies is no fun D:

Wonderful fantasies of after-SPM kept appearing in my mind. I have so many fun plans to make up with friends. Picnic, photoshoot with Madeline, Genting trip, Shanghai trip, partying, Redbox-ing, potluck gathering, etc. Cherie even asked if I could follow her to Singapore this December! I SO WANT TO GO SINGAPORE OMFG 8D But my schedule's realllly tight at the moment, we'll see how it goes? :(

I wish I can stay longer but time is ticking. I also haven't touched my books for today, which is not something to be cool about.

My main worry now is SPM SPM SPM SPM SPM. GOD that word could kill me any time.

Just a quick shout out to both my buddies...

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY YI LIN & GORDON OOI! 8D

You both are pretty darn lucky to turn 17 before SPM.

Yi Lin, you have been a great company ever since I was in form 1. Although our friendship losen up bit after Pn Khadijah shifted you to the next door class in form 2, we managed to be back together again when we're in form 4 up til' now. I've always enjoyed talking with you because our conversations are neverending, and it's a plus that we both share almost 80% of the similar interests! You so need to tutor me Mandarin once SPM is over, I'm in need of help for that so turning to you would be the best option. We also have ONE PARTICULAR THING in common - BIG LAUGHTER!! :)

Gordon, the dude whom I turned to each time I encounter problems and everything else, you were my bestest friend when we were in elementary. I know time flies, we've been separated for many years now but I'm still glad that we still keep in touch. Although not as close anymore, but reflecting back to the past and talking about it totally brings in the nostalgic moments. How the FUCK can we have a crush on each other before -_-?? I still cannot understand such immature things, haha. But it sure was an experience. I've yet to search for a male bestfriend which I haven't come across any better like you. Sounds damn gross but yeah it's true. As for now, I do not need to give you the ultimate love and care like last time, because now that's Yi-Vonne's job :P HAHA, I find you two so sweet and loving, you guys should just marry right away 8D

Yay ok that's all for the birthday post. Nazri's seminar was exhausting :( Need to rest nao~

P/S: WTF it's MR.WESCO'S birthday as well!! HAPPY 27TH BIRTHDAY, PHYSICS TUTOR!! :P :P (Wtf somemore I cancelled his class today... zomg feel bad liao)

...and whoever said long distance relationships don't work out? Try it yourself; experience the hardship and struggle that you may hate so much, but do trust me that it's all worth it. Of course with a positive mind and the sense of gratefulness to receive love from somebody. So, have I proved you people wrong today?


Ky: Sorry I know I'm not romantic, but I still love you okay?


Yes, and I love you too.

This is an all wordy post zomg D: No photos lately, sorry.


For the past two days, Kin Miao dropped by for a study session at my place. He taught me some sub topics on Chemistry, since you know, I suck bad at it. On Monday, it was Yi Lin's birthday so I decided to go get her a cake. Kin Miao who pretended to walk over to Yi Lin's place to return the notes he borrowed, was invited by Yi Lin to have some cake

"Wanna have some cake? I've two at home"

Kin Miao then told me, cake's not a good idea anymore. We thought hard the whole afternoon, even had a hard time on where to walk to - Taipan or Summit? We resorted to Summit in the end, while I carry my trusty umbrella like an aunty, knowing that it'll rain a few hours later. KM and I didn't know what to get her, we stoned at the stairs for almost 15 minutes or so. Thinking, should we go to Pyramid instead? No way, bad idea, lack of time, we have curfew too. Ended up buying her Tobelrone chocolates and some cosmetics -_- Then since I was craving for KFC( been ages since I last ate that) we had our dinner there!! <33

It was already 5.30 when we left, it was drizzling. Thank goodness I thought about the umbrella. Walked to Yi Lin's place, gave her the present, discussed on MARA's History paper on her laptop, played with her shih tsu Jaccie and then watched a few scenes from a Mandarin drama. We couldn't stay long because I had to go for Nazri's last day seminar. The night lasted quite long, our hands felt extremely tired from the non-stop writing. At least he gave us lots and lots of tips, hoping that it'll be put to good use for our BM papers next Tuesday.

Yesterday, KM came over again. He was busy marking his brother's Geography paper while I read up on some Biology. Hours passed by, mom went out to Pavilion, dad was upstairs, we were downstairs rotting and bored to death from revising. I suggested on going for a movie after studying, he agreed. I had a hard time trying to ask dad to send us to Summit but I managed to anyway.

KM and I went to the GSC counter to buy tickets.

KM: High School Musical 3 at 5.15pm
Dude: Sorry lah, show cancelled
KM & Me: WHAT?!?!
Dude: Yea because no one's watching.
KM: Aiya how ar...
Dude: Just read her t-shirt (referring to me), it says "Shit Happens"

LOLOL I LAUGHED SO HARD. Because it did make some sense. Damn I love my tee lol.

So... no movie pulak. I told KM we should try TGV at Pyramid instead. We took a bus there, and in the bus, I noticed that my handphone wasn't with me. Then I remembered that I didn't bring it along. I told KM to sms both my parents about it and that we switched our destination. How unfortunate of us, his battery was about to get flat -_-

So we got our tickets and movie time!! :D I know, watching HSM3 when SPM is only 5 days away. But what can I say? I DID enjoy the movie, HAHA! :D I prefer it better than the first two, because their songs and choreography seem more professional now. Plus Zac Efron is buffer but he's not the reason why I watched HSM anyway (not my type

I think it was KM and I's unlucky day. We had dinner at Itallianies, and when my dad miss called his phone, his phone died. We kept trying to swtich it back on, and when we managed to, KM quickly smsed my dad to pick us up at Pyramid. Then his phone died again. So to make sure the msg gets through, I had to search for a public phone. And the public phone was located at such an isolated area, scary much -_-

Me: DADDY, GOT THE MSG AR?
Dad: Yala got la, why?
Me: Ok, fetch me at 9.30 okay?
Dad: K, u cross over the bridge.
Me: What? Cross over the bridge at night? Which bridge, there's two.
Dad: What do you mean there's two? Summit there mah
Me: DEE AR, I'M AT PYRAMID LAH
Dad: HAR?! WHAT ARE YOU DOING THERE?! WHY YOU SUDDENLY CHANGE LOCATION ONE??!?!
Me: I SMSED YOU JUST NOW SAYING I CHANGED DESTINATION WHAT.
Dad: Really ar.. didn't know..

I was feeling afraid that I might get some sounding from both my parents but thankfully I didn't. I think it's because I hung out with the right person which is Kin Miao. Both my parents have a great impression of this friend of mine, don't ask why lol.

AND TODAY....

Animation by QueenOfDorks

I got up and watched CNN with my parents. BARACK OBAMA IS THE NEXT PRESIDENT OF AMERICA!! I know la I got nothing to do with it since I'm not even an American citizen but somehow I feel happy for Obama's victory over McCain. You should listen to his speech this afternoon, it totally moved the people, including me. I can't help but feel happy and sorry for him as he just lost his grandmother a day before his win. So sad right? If only she lived one more day to see her grandson stand up for his country, at least she could die in peace and happiness.

Anyways, been downloading HSM3 soundtracks (this is what happens whenever I watch HSM -_-) I'm not particularly a HUGE fan of it but indeed a fan of Disney :) Sigh, whatever happened to That's So Raven, The Suite Life of Zack and Cody, Even Stevens, Lizzie McGuire, etc? :( I guess most of them are now grown ups and no longer need Disney to get their fame. I missed watching all of it though. OH OH, DISNEY BUZZ!!! XD I appeared in there before too, in Court Buzz. Ah those carefree days of mine.

Going to school tomorrow. Skipped whole week already O_o Felt great and stressed at the same time. Sigh. Good luck studying people!

Camera girl: Mabel

That's us form 5's on the 'last' day of school during recess, 4 days left to SPM! Sorry the video turned out really blur, I don't know why? I have the chipmunk version which is cuter :P But I'll put that up later on along with more videos and pictures we took today! Today was one of the best days in school, just with a bunch of friends doing silly things for camwhore purposes.

I'll update again soon.

So it was our last day yesterday at school. You guys finally missing school yet? I sure do, and that's why I spent the whole 5 1/2 hours with friends as it was our last fun moments together in the school compound.

Yes, it has been a long rocky road in SMK Seafield. I wouldn't deny that I have complained a lot about this school; The headmistress' kiasuness, Puan Leela cutting off our fringes, Puan Ung being unreasonable, the teacher's lack of ability to teach, the wtf-can-barf-anytime toilet, the annoying prefects during assembly, unexpected spot checks, being strict over ankle socks, Puan Wang attempting to take away my ring after scolding me for sharing seats with a boy which was Ken Wee, dumb examination schedules that dread, the amount of homeworks given in one day, and the list goes on.

But I gotta tell you, there ARE some things I do like about Seafield. Friends most definitely because majority of them in my group are originally from the previous primary Seafield. Of course, the amount of friends I made here during high school was like double and how fortunate of me to get closer to some of the new comers like Je Yue and Kok Ping! Not forgetting as what Lynette has told me before, Seafield is a very happening school in the whole of Subang Jaya! Plenty of gossips, stories, events, occasions coming from this pathetic school located in USJ 2/5. Another thing I like about Seafield is that, it's only a stone's throw away from my place so it takes less than 10 minutes to get there on foot.

So yeah. I did enjoy my life so far in high school. And so the last day was just amazing, nothing could replace it although it was just a short period. I'm gonna miss you guys so much especially Mabel, Jinn and Lester coz you guys are one of the oldest friends I have who're still by my side since I got here. PLEASE DONT LEAVE MEEEE T___T!!!! *being dramatic*

Cut all the granny stories, we'll proceed to photos alright? :)

I'm gonna miss having breakfast before going to school :( Mom would always prepare me something simple with toast and chilled milo


I brought pretz sticks to school for recess! Everyone dugged into it x_x Who wouldn't agree it's yummy anyway? ANYTHING THAT COMES FROM GLICO, LOTTE OR MEIJI ARE YUMMY! *Japanese snack fan~*


And now I shall eat my pretz sticks lol


These boys can be really gay, random and ugly all at the same time. It's probably the amount of stress they've went through for SPM that caused them like this!


Mr Gay Yue having his beauty sleep


Defination of Apek: Ken Wee


Je Yue's plank ass


LOL. Can you differ the young and mature Sheng?


I LOVE MABEL COZ SHE'S SO ADORABLE!


Giraffe neck-ed Shike :D






THE ZORRO IDEA SUDDENLY CAME UP!!


Lame but it makes our pictures look more unique this time, bahaha. Damn Sheng he spoiled our group zorro picture :( DAMN YOUR PUSSY LICK TT__TT


Duck and the Duck


Amaz'ng models on the right


We didn't get to take many pictures :(


Kuping and Wei Yan the "anorexic" as said by Puan Chong BAHAHAHA!


Chong and Liang did it again!


Picture says it all


Je Yue's 'magic'

@__@ I'm having trouble with the youtube uploads. Err, will put em up another time.

SPM IN THREE DAYS WATAFAK!!!!!

My head was feeling really heavy just now so I decided to get some fresh air. At least I feel more refreshed now. Urgh the day has been so dull. Oh why's that? Because SPM's being a true mother fuck D:

To lessen down on the complains I've been making these days, I played a lot of piano this week. I temporarily stopped piano lesson for almost a month now. It seems that I cannot neglect it even for over a short period. And you know what's the best thing that happened? Jinn was influenced to get back to playing piano after years of quitting! ;) I'm so proud of you, bebeh 8D Keep it up, alright?

I've been working on this extremely simple improvisation of 愛不疚 by Raymond Lam. It took ages to get it right, heck, I still can't perfect it. Either ways, I recorded myself playing it so I hope it's good enough. I played it a wee bit faster than usual and even changed the bridge and ending part to my own style, sorry about that (Wtf lots of mistakes too HOHOHOHO *oh shit I just insulted Jinn's surname*)

The song is specially dedicated to my two dear pals, Kok Ping and Jinn.

Kok Ping because he has been a great friend for over two years and now that he's in self-misery, I can't help but say "Cheer up, buddy". Since you love this song, I might as well have it dedicated to you! (Sorry la if not nice ._. I tried my best)

To Jinn because she's been my music folder ;D She sent me this song and even made remixes out of it which sounded cool. And because we rant almost every night together, I guess I just wanna share this with her to ease our "NIGHT STRESS". Oh and don't worry, it's not SPM stress, but it's something really mind-wrecking it makes you wanna skin yourself alive.

So, one day left to SPM?

P/S: Mr Wesco called me hairy today ;_;

BH037A130 has 14 days left to freedom.

So far so good, well pretty much like that. Feeling really nervous about Add Math and Chemistry next week. Sigh, how ah?! :(

Anyways, I wanna wish my apekman friend, Ken Wee a very Happy 17th Birthday!! I know right, he's such a young apek *cough* XD

Remember the good times we had around early to mid of last year? It was you, me, Wei Yan, Kok Ping, and Shen (sometimes HY, Yi Yang and Han Jun) back then. I think that was the time that got our friendship stronger, through plenty ups and downs faced by that particular group. Though I'd admit that it was all fun-filled and dramatic  through up that stage. I really don't wanna mention about the conflicts that happened after those stupid incidents, but that was how I suddenly got separated from the group. How lucky I am to have  my usual friends who supported me although I wouldn't deny the fact that I did neglect them for quite awhile during that time. But you know, Ken Wee sorta sticked in and managed to blend into our group, up til now. Including KP of course! Ken Wee's been an apekful friend, I mean, a really really friendly person (over-friendly sometimes because he orders you for hugs and apek-ness) and at most midnights, we'd talk about our problems via MSN. He may not be as great in giving words of encouragement and stuff like that but having someone to just be there and listen to you rant, what's there you could ask for? Thank you so much, Ken Wee. Eventhough you can be an annoyance at times or even the most egoistic guy on earth, but I guess that's what makes you the apekman LOL.

And I still find it cute that you rely on your sister, Kelly, to help dress you up :P BAHAHAHA!!

And, don't be so emo over stupid things. Eh you know, Ken Wee may look like he's always the type that goyang kaki and gives no shit about the world but he can get really emotional at times. Another great thing about him is that he's Puan Ung's favourite target at school, and hardly studies at school BUT his results usually turn out better than most of us. Amazing? :D Apekman mah...

K la, happy birthday. Or rather, Happy Belated Birthday :)

Also Happy Belated Birthday to Min Hui! Sorry for the late wish you guys, I haven't really gotten the time to blog these days. SPM la -_-

I'm waiting for my dinner to arrive hmm.. being home alone kinda sucks.


P/S: Shane just tempted me into playing RO... shit man =_= MUST RESISTTTTTT....

My mom's guesses on my boyfriend are so wrong, it makes me laugh

Let me tell you the times where she 'suspected' me being with a guy because I appeared to be closer to them (hanging out etc)

Me: Mee ah, I'm going to watch a movie with Sheng ok?
Mom: Why every time also go out with him? Sheng your boyfriend ah?

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Me: Sora and I are going to *blablabla*, he's picking me up later.
Mom: You got like Sora ah? Is he your boyfriend?

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There are also times that she asked my brother about 'the boys' - and I tell you, I bet he was laughing all the way inside because he obviously knows that Ky's with me (& have been supporting me all four years)

Mom: Boy ah, Girl now seeing someone? Adrian is it?
Bro: How I know?! Don't think so right?

That was in 2004 -_-

And LAST NIGHT, she was skyping with my brother but I was just nearby studying for SENI (Damn odd subject) so I heard their whole conversation.

Bro: So how's *** ***'s SPM?
Mom: How I know, you ask her lah, everything also "Ok lah"
Bro: Really mah.. that's the best answer.
Mom: Now Lester comes over every lunch break, last time was Chiew Nee, hor?
Bro: *Paused* Hahahaha ya.
Mom: Maybe Lester is her boyfriend.
Bro: HAR? (Me at the back there: NO OMG...)
Mom: He's also her date for MPT5, so maybe loh.
Bro: How I know lah, asking me all this.
Mom: Dunno mah, you're the brother, maybe she told you some things I don't know.

Damn funny coz I was less than a metre away from her and she's saying all these to my brother -_- And all her guesses were totally out. I guess I'm good at hiding from her after all these years? Sometimes when I think about it, damn I'm so amazing.

Though many times she'd ask me during dinner time;

Mom: Got boyfriend or not?
Me: OBVIOUSLY not.
Mom: Dad say you have.
Me: And you believed him?
Mom: Don't know. You better not have a boy at this age, better study first until finish university then you have time to date blablablablablablablabla don't be like ___ and ___, together then break up and then heart broken. Mommy don't wanna see you in pain blablablablabla you don't know how much it hurts when a boy throws you away (I know mom, I experienced before & boy I can still hide my emotions >_>)

Call me a liar, but, that's how I continue hiding this from her =_=

I'm awesome *yawn* Though seriously, I have no idea when to tell her about Ky. It's TOO DAMN EARLY now. She said after UNIVERSITY only I'm allowed to date. Wow. We'll see >.>

ANYWAYS, I haven't started Chemistry. So so so dead. Will TRY to absorb some of it now ;_;

Best photo ever. Credits to Wei Yan.

Realise that EVERYONE was facing towards my direction? I don't even remember posing with a middle finger.

Anyone remember the 50's I Love Lucy starred by Lucille Ball? When I was a little kid, my brother and I would sit infront of the television watching the I Love Lucy series. Usually we watch it when we're back in Malaysia for a short vacation from Brunei. If it's not I Love Lucy, it would be P. Ramlee's films on the local channels. What, it's not wrong to have a tendency to watch oldies, right? :) Besides, these are great comedies! And how common is it that you find FEMALE comediennes like Lucille Ball. Earlier today I watched Oprah and it was about The Mary Tyler Moore Show form the 1977. Mary Richards who appeared to be the main actress there is also one of the comediennes I find very talented.

I'm now downloading Yours, Mine and Ours (1968) movie starring Lucille Ball and Henry Fonda. Can't wait to watch it once SPM is over!!! :D Speaking of SPM, I've 10 days left to freedom. So excited! More and more movies to catch up such as Madagascar 2 (Goodness, Mr Wesco even spoiled some of the scenes just to annoy me!), Quantum of Solace, Eagle Eye, more Heath Ledger-ness, etc.


I kept fantasizing about what to do with the hair and crap but nvm let's TRY focusing on SPM. Sigh.

This is what I do when I get too tired of revising.

I start to doodle, stare at my posters, daydream, play with make up and camwhore (like the above, wtf) I'm in dying need of new cosmetics & make up methods! Sounds rather bimbotic but yeah that's me being a true female once in a while, heh. Gosh just look at the way I manage my hair when SPM is around. SPM makes you forget about how you look and just simply forget about the things around you. I SHALL RETURN TO MY NORMAL LIFE ON THE 27TH ITSELF MAN.


So, second week of SPM just ended today. Do I have to explain on how tiring it is just this week itself? Add Math was a big disappointment, Moral was 50-50, Seni was simpler than expected, and Chemistry was also slightly simpler but since I so dislike this subject, my amount of knowledge for Chemistry is also not up to par for the "simple" paper. From Monday to Thursday NON-STOP I TELL YOU -_- I even attended Kancil's last minute revision for Chemistry on the night before our Chemistry examination. To tell you the truth, it really did help out a lot and it was super effective!

Thank god I went for it and I'm so not regretful for chipping in 3 precious hours to do outside revision.

After paper III ended today, everyone felt so much relieved. It was obvious because we started making fun of Marvin and Wei Yan after school. Since Lester brought cheesecake over to my house this morning, I invited Wei Yan over to try out his yummy cheesecake and also because the weather looked gloomy so lucky for her that she's at my place or she'd be drenched. Well actually, three of us ran from school to my house because it started raining heavily so we got soaked a little too in the end, heh hehhh.

Lester the 'chef' cut a slice for Wei Yan and then we sat around the living room, watched some random channels and talked and making fun of Wei Yan's you-know-what. Then she decided to give Lester a good back massage when his mom called him on the phone... and no it wasn't about the power or strength that she used, she did it the easier way.

STEPPING ON HIM LOL!

(Aunty, your son kena abused by this small midget, how??)

This is actually how I give my mom back massages, by just stepping on her back at every direction.

Watched a bit Whose Line Is It Anyway? but only the ending part because the rain and lightning was being over-friendly around USJ that I even decided to switch off my computer (it's been ages since I last turned it off, for real...) And also because I got so sick of Lester's lame joke on how my modem would kena striked by lightning and will eventually fly OUT of my window/roof/CHIMNEY for whatever possible reasons, so yeah, switch them off lol.

Did some talking and blah blah and both of them went home after 6pm.

Am pretty much bored of the "Girl, how was the paper?" and my very definite reply which is "OK LAH".

Parents get curious you when you say "OK LAH" because apparently to them, it makes no sense. OK LAH is like in between good and bad, you see? Since we're Malaysians, we tend to say OK LAH more than saying "It was average/fine" since it's you know, shorter and easier :P?

Plus if you say it's a piece of cake, WHAT IF you get lousy results in the end? Wouldn't that be shameful?

Parent: How was paper today?
Me: Good good, very easy!
Parent: Then I expect you to get A1.

Yeah and who knows the A1 won't come true, how leh? I'm not trying to be negatively minded but being over confident isn't great either. If we don't get excellent results, they won't trust our words for saying the paper was an easy attempt.

They'll continue saying "You said it was easy, why so bad results?"
Dei, how to answer?

And when we DO say that the paper is difficult...

Me: Paper was really tough lah...
Parent: See, never study that's why difficult. Tell you many times, you didn't do sufficient exercise!

I MEAN COME ON MAN, WHAT IS IT THAT YOU WANT!!! :( I think all parents have the same 'characteristics'. Oh so interesting -___- Maybe one day when I become a mother I'll be just the same.


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Mom slept from 4pm this afternoon then when I went into her room at 8pm to get my towel, she was still fast asleep so I left her alone. Until 11.30pm, there was no dinner because she's still not up from bed. I was thinking if I should really go and wake her up or something because usually she'd never nap for THAT long. Since both Christine and Ky told me to go check on her, I eventually did.

When I called her several times, she finally opened her eyes.

Me: Mee, 11.30 already
Mom: Har??
Me: You sleep so long one?
Mom: WHAT TIME NOW? 11.30?
Me: Ya lah, so I came in to check see if you're ok or not.
Mom: WHY YOU DIDN'T WAKE ME UP? I MISS ALL MY WAH LAI TOI SHOWS ALREADY. SO SOH WAN YOU!
Me: .... How I know lah, I thought you're so tired I let you sleep lah.
Mom: Just wake me up lah aiyo.... this char boh ah.. haih.. HEROES ALSO MISSED HALF WAY ALREADY.
Me: Sorry lo...

Either ways, I still love my mom lol.

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Ky just made a shuffle video dedicated to me due to our 4th year anni!! :D :D :D Many thanks for the wonderful effort and to Zhao Ming for the great video editing. I'm sorry because I know you're pretty much sick of seeing me and Ky's photos repeatedly for the editing's sake. Hehe, therefore, I THANK YOU A MILLION! And of course to Ky himself for being such a sweetheart to take the initiative to record himself shuffling to my recent favourite trance song - Everytime You Need by Kindervater ft Nadja. <33

Thanks!! :) I love it, Ky.

Happy 18th Birthday to Hong Sao Wen, Kido :D!

Aw so cute ride bumper car HAHAHAHAHA!!

I realise I haven't taken a photo with you o_O And we've been good friends for two years already *smacks forehead* Have I mentioned that I was the first girl he ever hung out with? So proud wei, to actually help him get out of home and TALK to a girl like me although I did most of the talking but that's fine lol. He WAS timid back then, sometimes he gets too quiet I just don't know what to do with him! As time passes by, he drew closer with the Loki's & attended National Service while I remained busy with my own life due to high school and SPM. I guess that's how Kido gained his confidence to just mix around and not feel shy to speak up. He used to tell me that he's not confident with his English language as Mandarin has been his mother tongue since young. Since his Chinese is so damn geng, he is my so called translator/teacher too!

I've always a soft spot for this fella. Why? It seems that many people tend to mistreat him, bullying him and think that he's a person with no emotions. To tell you the truth, he may be strong-willed but can be sensitive at heart too. It just kinda sucks whenever I receive SMSes from him at odd hours, telling me about a certain situation that was screwing around with him and that he just couldn't resist it. Why is the world being such a bitch with him? He obviously has the flaws, isn't that what a real human being is? What difference does that make as a person like him compared to others?

I know I haven't been able to meet up with him or to actually speak with him face to face since a year ago. Our lifestyle keep changing, but I guess that was never a factor to loosening up our friendship as we still go to each other and share the problems we face every now and then. All the best in your studies, Kido!! :D Hope to see you soon and cheer up whenever possible because you're not the guy who'd frown but smile throughout 24/7.

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I'm so darn sick of Biology and I haven't really started on Physics yet. What to do what to do what to do... I just can't wait for SPM to be over and I already got the permission from mom that I could fly off after EST paper, mwahaha.

Screw plant reproduction.

I realise that I camwhore less this year compared to the previous years... D: No more semangatness.

Am dying hair next week! Can't wait lolololol though still unsure of the colour. Christine and Dhinaa did their mani and pedi without me today :( So I've asked Jinn to be my Nail Date next week after her last paper! :D




Btw, I still can't get over that pizza delivery incident yesterday. It was too darn funny. Hahahaha sorry Wei Yan, LOL.

Since you know Lester was the one who ordered pizza using  my house phone, he named himself "Jade" (God knows la how the guy over the phone believed that it was a teenage boy named Jade speaking -_-). The best thing was, guess what it wrote on the pizza box?

That was a major WTF moment for Sheng, Wei Yan and I. LOL. MR JADE HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Dad even laughed at it. Goodness.

SPM seem like as it has ended. I've Seni and EST papers left. Honestly, I'm more afraid of Seni more than EST. Plus I haven't been practicing besides being in class.

Today mom, dad and I went for the Art Expo at KL. There's always time for us to go appreciate art at nice galleries :) I didn't get to bring my cam so I took all these with my trusty phone.

Soooo darn realistic!


The guy only paints apples O_o


Mr Philip's works were there too! :)


Mom dress matches the lotus paintings!


I don't know why but dad's really into this paddy painting from Myanmar


While I liked the one from Vietnam :)


I like the window + tree painting (on the left). I wonder if that's the outside or inside.. I don't really get it.


This is sooo cute! Don't you just love bright and happy paintings?!

Well I gotta go practice my artwork now. I hope I've enough inspiration after browsing through the awesome gallery today. A1, pretty please? 

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Tagged by Ash (did this earlier today)

1. What’s your ambition?
An awesome game designer. Well that's what I'm thinking of for now... maybe I'll change my mind? :/

2. Who is more important to you? Friends or boy/girlfriend?
Dumb question. Isn't it obvious that I treat both my boyfriend and friends pretty much EQUAL? An advantage of having a boyfriend to live a little further enables me to have the freedom to mix around with my own friends. This shows I'm not clingy. Damn I own.

3. How often do you think of committing suicide?
Wow I ALWAYS think about it. I feel like cutting my wrist now. Or maybe spray some Ridsect into my mouth.

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
Actually, no.

5. How many babies you want?
Two!! I want a boy and a girl :) I want a happy furry family 8DDDD (Well not really, I just happen to be FURRY)

6. Favorite perfume/fragrance?
So far I've been a fan of Anais (Anais Tang got her name from this fragrance!) and Chanel's mademoiselle.

7. What do you think will be your greatest downfall?
Conflicts among friends and failure

8. Do you believe in eternal love?
Maaaaybe

9. What's a perfect girlfriend/boyfriend like to u? (List 10)
(This reminds me of the English multiple topic essay I wrote on SPM LOL)

- Respectful to everyone
- Responsible with his duties
- A person with an open mind
- Fun and full of surprises
- Very patient
- Stays loyal to me
- Faithful and strong-willed
- One who lifts me up from hell (My confidence booster!!)
- One who would correct me for my mistakes and wrong doings. Who else would tell me besides the BF anyway? Friends don't do such things anymore.
- Definitely not sensitive

11. What are your bad habits?
Annoying friends, burping without control infront of friends, pulling my hair strands

12. Is there anything you wanna tell the people who hate you?
Got people hate me wan ah? 8D

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
OH NO I DON'T BECAUSE I'M SO NOT NICE LOL. >_>

14. What do you hate most in others?
Too lazy to state out. I hate a lot of things lol.

15. What do you crave for the most currently?
A sushi set meal!

16. What features/quirks do you find totally sexy on a guy/girl?
I don't know :( My bf not sexy. HAHAHAHA kidding!

17. Describe the person who tagged you in 7 words.
Ashley is a damn hot roach bitch!! :P

18.What have you done to yourself to make yourself happy?
Shop, talking with friends, dating with Ky, playing piano :P, listening to music

19. What will you become in another 10 years to come?
A blondie LOL. I don't know. Myself? Haha.

20. Whats your guilty pleasure? (something you usually wouldn't admit out loud)
Too many la.. :P



Tagged.


The rules to fill this are:
1) You own a blog where you're gonna post this to,
2) You currently feel bored,
3) You won't skip any question,
4) You're alive (doh!), and
5) You're gonna send this to 5 friends to fill these up.

Firstly, describe the current you in 5 words:
I'm excited for after-SPM!


5 things you love about life
I have a stable and fun family
I get to eat good food
I get to have many awesome friends
I get to have a loyal and toleratable bf
I have a bit of talent


5 famous people you'd love to meet
Oprah Winfrey
SHINee group? :P
Chris Brown
Ne-Yo
Ayumi Hamasaki


5 movies you love
10 Things I Hate About You
The Notebook
Madagascar
Step Up
You Got Served

5 professions you'd love to have
Playing piano by ear :(
Composing music
Hip hop dancing
Photography
Doing flash work

5 best authors
Sorry, I don't really read novels ;_; Nicholas Sparks? HAHA

5 inspirations
Mom
Youtube :P
DeviantART
Nature
Rainy days

5 favorite stuff
The PC
Piano
Figurines
Camera ;)
Ky's notes & letters

5 things you hate
Brainstorming when studying
Bittergourd
Dirty toilets
Misbehaved people
Crowds


5 favorite places
Family hall (PC is there ;D)
My bedroom
Lester's place!
Ji Lynn's place!
Mabel's Puchong place!

5 girls/guys you are currently liking
(liking as in... :S nevermind treat it as FRIEND-LIKE!)
Kien Yue
Sheng
Lester
Kok Ping
Ken Wee

5 favorite people to chat with
Christine
Sheranne
Lester
Jinn
Cherie

5 things you wanna improve more about yourself
Lose weight damn it
My intelligence
Piano playing
Artistic skills
CONFIDENCE!

5 things you would take to a deserted island
Ky
Sanitary pads
MP3 player
Undies
Pocky snacks wtf

5 places you wanna visit
Tokyo
Paris
Brunei
Singapore
Korea

5 things you really want
450D Canon ;_;
Majority As for SPM :(
Nintendo DS Lite
Nintendo Wii
A FREAKING LCD MONITOR -_-

5 songs make you cry most
I've never cried to songs before, but probably MVs :P
Rascal Flatts - What Hurts The Most
Kiss - Because I'm A Girl

5 most fashionable friends according to you
Christine
Dhinaa
Jia Shin
Cherie
Je Yue

5 people you love most
Ky
Mom
Dad
Bro
Buddy

5 impossible dreams:
BANYAK LAH

5 dreams in the future
Lazy to state (Getting lazy to do surveys)

Now, send this to 5 people.
Jinn
Jasmine
Lynette
Kok Ping
Mabel

HAHAHAHA OMG CAN'T BELIEVE SPM IS OVER!

At first, I was literally rushing up on my last ever EST essay as there was only like what, 15 minutes left when I'm only 3/4 way through? I started to panic and wrote at a REALLY fast pace, causing my handwriting to look super distorted. Sigh but well, we never really have 'enough time' for EST papers. But either ways, the last day of SPM was the best so far. I feel that I did extremely well for Seni. OMG PROUD, A1 DON'T YOU GO AWAY :(!

Not your typical surfing board! Poor Lester la, getting stepped on by two chipmunks already.


I'm gonna miss Azeem! :( He's such a nice humble dude. Apek can always see so I won't be missing him. Oh and that book Mabel is holding, that's our 2008 school magazine :D I like this year's issue! (also because I contributed a whole lot in this magazine lol)

Friends and I 'celebrated' at Pyramid. I think almost everyone was there. Sheng, Lester and I walked to the bus stop and coincidentally Christine was in her car with Dhinaa around that area so we tagged along with Wei Yan sitting at the back seat already. It was so packed sitting behind, I don't even want to describe how uncomfortable it is lol plus having this kid with boobs yelling right behind my ears. How lah?? :(

Steaming siew long bao! K that sounded a bit wrong..

Girls :) The two gay asses were the photographer, bahaha.


Banyak excitement, yar?


There's always a time for camwhoring.


HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

Upon reaching, we dined at Dragon-I after meeting up with Mabel at Starbucks. YAY siew long bao~! Only had two pieces, but it was so so good :) So happen the Lokis were at Pyramid too so Ivan called for a short meet up with Incadia. Talked to them and did a little bit of catching up. I could barely recognize Ivan because he usually don't wear a hoodie with a red beanie on his head. I like this style better on him!

The girls did some shopping while the boys stayed around shaking balls waiting for us. Sheng was damn lame...

XS: Jade, how much did you buy your clothes just now?
Me: 69 bucks
XS: Then I think you spent 69 hours in there.
--
Girls: Let's go to Forever21!
Lester: Die la, gonna be 21 hours in the store
XS: NO. IT'S GONNA BE FOREVER.

FUCKING LAME MAN LOL.

Not something we usually do, but it sure was fun just hanging out with just a buncha girls :P And two sad patient guys LOL.


Three B's in blue!

Since we got a little lonely (Me, Sheng, Wei Yan and Christine; the rest went home) and that my shoe's sole came off + stores were already closed by 9.30pm, we had no where to go. Starbucks at SS15 then headed home. Got some soundings from mom for coming home at 11.45pm. Hmph.

Everyone's out today except me and Sheng. WTF LONELY!! All I've done today (well it's just 1.42pm now) was headed over to school to return the textbooks, had a short test drive with dad around the school hall (it was fun but a little balls-shaking at times)

Now I'm home alone. Okay. So. Um. Maybe I'll just resume listening to Big Bang's Haru Haru and watch A Walk To Remember. And Desperate Housewives. Yeah :) OH I'm also downloading AuditionSEA now. CAN'T WAIT TO PLAY HAHA COZ THEY HAVE HARU HARU SONG IN IT TOOOO 8DDD *OBSESSION*

And I can't wait for Cherie to come home. Yay. And moar shopping trips. Xmas shopping too? :)


Off to streaming videos~

Awwww :) It's been ages since the THREE of us hung out together. Not much changes even after four years, right? Wei Yan already had big boobs in form 1 wtf LOL *RUNS*

Anyways Wei Yan dropped by and pooped at my front gate (passed her thumbdrive to me) and I got some photos of yesterday.

Typical Lester Liang Pernafasan


We look so ama (reminds me of Lynette)


Christine being naughty with the small girl >:D Omg pedo?


The pouters


Biru lagi


0_0


Shit. I think SPM made my friends ugly? MAJOR LOL @ SHENG'S HORSEFUL FACE & WEIYAN'S BIG 'O' EXPRESSION!


I look cute when I'm dulan lol kidding :x


Christine received an early Christmas present from Wei Yan!

Movie tomorrow. Yay can't wait 8D

But before I go and have fun, I've Loki's tshirt design to handle. Gah..

This is how far I've done retracing and recolouring Su Kym's drawing O_o It's a long long way to go~~

P/S: I was so pissed off in the evening. Raging hormones? :(

The almight BIG BANG is my current obsession!! :P Thanks Christine, you really pandai to influence me into all these. Ok so I have been listening to the same songs of Big Bang everyday, on repeat. Nope, not bored yet, in fact, UPLIFTING! And you know what's the best thing about them? There's this hot dude which Jinn and I just CAN'T stop talking about. You'll see.

It's been too long since I last got obsessed with an artist. What more a Korean artist?! So far I've only been a fan of SHINee, but Big Bang's something new for me. SHINee's probably almost a replica of them since their music genre is somewhat R&B and rap. Just that Big Bang has a "cooler" image compared to SHINee, and they're a little older. The current 하루 하루 (Day by Day) and 거짓말 (Lies) are my favourite so far.

하루 하루 (Day by Day) music video. This was where I got crazy over that one person.

 It's obvious la who I'll be crazy about. The lead rapper! *hint hint*

DAMN RIGHT, IT'S THE AWESOME RAPPER T.O.P/Tempo/Choi Seong-Hyun!!! *Melts on the spot* Tell me he's hot :P Because he really is. So lovin' his smexeh eyes. Not to mention that he's like the manliest one among the rest - low-toned voice which makes it even hotter, the tallest, just basically THE HOTTEST? He also beatboxes, dances and speaks fluent English as stated by Christine. I can't take it anymore, he's so damn perfect.

Oh and would you like to know how he looks like when he was a kid?

A fat dude. LOL quite unbelievable though the eyes and brows still resemble. BUT STILL, HAHA!

Jinn and I spent the whole night watching Big Bang's videos on youtube, JUST to see T.O.P :X Sorry la, it's been too long since I got obsessed with some group/artist/whatever so please bear with me :| The feeling is just so great!

And, was Big Bang ever in Malaysia? :/ Come here pls pls pls pls!

Alright enough fangirling, I bet I'll gross some boys out who reads my blog (if there's even male readers besides Lester and Sheng, haha)

Just ONE more look... :P *flies*