Happy 44th Month, Momo! <3

P/S: I have pakat-ed with my brother via Skype about something before he comes back to Malaysia from Pittsburgh next Tuesday! Thanks Kor, and can't wait til your arrival!

A BIG BIG SHOUT OUT TO MY OTHER LALA FRIEND (besides Justin),

Damn you're old :P :P !! I'm sorry I had to rub it in. Hehehe. Sadly the date to your birthday is not the 07/07/07 anymore! :( I could still recall when you travelled all the way back from Kampar just to celebrate your mini 18th birthday with us at Summit. It sure was fun! WHY DON'T YOU MAKE ONE THIS YEAR?!?! Damn you. I realised, when you're officially staying in Subang again, my chances of meeting you are getting lesser and lesser than times when you were at Kampar. Weird! Maybe time and faith aren't there for us to meet up just yet *frowns*

ANYWAY, you've been a great friend ever since I was in form 1! Remember all those double dates and your crazy influences? Yeah, that I'll remember them for my freaking life. There were ups and downs, even times I used to dislike you for some personal reasons. But after all that, we managed to get close once again, and you being able to click well with our group. Without you around, I doubt Ky would ever give me that first kiss on our first date! HAHAHAHA. All thanks to your itchy mouth telling Ky what to do when you guys went to the male toilet at Midvalley!! I REMEMBER IT VERY WELL, WONG HON KITT!

Whenever you need an ear to listen to all that rants of yours, I'm always here! :DD Coz I can be the best listener and relationship adviser on earth 8D *COUGH COUGH* Trust me!

Ok la enough of the nostalgic stories. I'm sure you remember every single thing and moments we've spent together :) AND I DEFINITELY TREASURE IT LOTS!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Since this whole post is dedicated to you, I might as well put up all your young/funny/ugly/lala/hemsem photos of yours! LOL

During my first Interact Installation at Seafield with you! Well sorta, I wasn't close with you yet that time. All I knew was that you're totally involved with basketball.


Cough hero my ass :P

HAHAHA THIS PHOTO! This was when you ate a mouthful of wasabi and your expression turned this way. Look ''dulan'' Zomg!

Bapok with Ayane's huge hoop earrings :D


When you were so jakun with the domokun hat!

When you got your damn beanie and people thought we were together/siblings from this photo -___-
*GIVES DISGUSTED LOOK LOLOL*

Woohoo. When shuffle was the in-thing.

We went to Lagoon last December


We celebrated Jinn's birthday together too!

That's about all. There's more but I don't wanna flood my blog with Hon Kitt-ness WAHAHAHA!! Shall invite you to Redbox again one day, when trials are over <3

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SO. SCHOOL WAS OK?

I had piano class earlier, and Ms Chang told me all about the philharmonic performance she had during the weekends. I was supposed to go support her there as she's the lead pianist of the show! DAMN IT :( She said it was fun and it was a great experience for her. Effects from the performance, she had 70 mosquitoe bites on her FEET, wtf. She showed them to me and I got so grossed out. Anyway, she shared some Chinese music scores with me today and willingly photostat them. How nice!!

Oh yeah, how strange and how small this world is. SHE KNOWS LIN YU ZHONG PERSONALLY!!!! She said he's her good friend!!! Like WHAT THE FUCK?!?! *faints* She said she hardly ever gets to talk to him lately because of his fame in across Asia. But damn, it's so cool to have a friend who's actually a celebrity! :)

And another thing, she teaches Sheila Majid's daughter in grade 5. WHAT THE HELL LOL.

Lin Yu Zhong + Sheila Majid = THE DAMN ''MELODI'' SONG WHICH I LOVE!!!! (The one where Jinn and Justin did a duet during karaoke!)


I think I'm overreacting! Haha. How often do you come across such things?! AWESOME.

It was Ms Chang's 29th birthday on Saturday so, Happy Belated Birthday to her as well! She's the bestest piano teacher ever, she's like a close friend of mine :D

She said that her colleagues told her to 'produce' some pianists next time so that she could sing along since her vocals are amazingly great. And to my surprise, she said the first person she had in mind and considered for as a 'pianist', was ME. LIKE SERIOUSLY. I feel that I'm not even good enough for that! Maybe it's because of my ability to sight read.. BUT WAAAAHHH!! I'm so freaking flattered because it is too much of a compliment.

Haha. Anyway I gotta go finish up my Add Math project since it's due Wednesday.

:) Byes

P/S: I just noticed that Kim Jae Won and Nicholas Teo looks somewhat alike! Especially their wide-ass smile!

Jae Won


Nicholas Teo

Same, no?!

Tabulas changed their control panel settings. Oh well, time to get used to the new shiz although it's just minor ones. I haven't been coding HTML for so long. Let's say, three years ago? That's when I really really did my own website, with my own codings, of course with the guidance of Kashi sensei who's now got a life of his own.

My brother told me to pick up on flash *grins at Sora* but I was told that flash can make you sane after some time, since it's so darn difficult, those javascript crap which I regret not self-taught back then when I was extremely carefree about life. Fuck. Now that I have SPM to worry about, I have no time for all these for my future (since I'm taking arts after this, it's good to make life easier by starting now, right?)

But whatever, I'm just glad that currently I am focusing lots on painting and stuff relating fine arts, which is mainly for my portfolio next time (I don't even know how to make a portfolio, dad's been bugging me to get started - isn't it still early? I DON'T KNOW!)

So, tomorrow's a freaking Wednesday. All students from 5D probably hate Wednesdays the most. It's an utterly wasteful day, that you would rather spend time wiping asses than sit in class staring at the ceiling or watching  smelly Chin weep like an old hag.

Btw last night I had this bad dream about fighting with Ky on his birthday and then I ended up walking alone at a dark alley with eery feelings where there's someone stalking you. Ky pretended not to know me but we were happy again when my dream ended, then I woke up. At least it wasn't like my other dream in form 2. I dreamed about him kissing passionately with my online friend, Bee Rueh (I have no idea why seriously), in a lift! I was standing there staring at them and he totally ignored me. LMAO. Believe it or not, I cried when I woke up, hmm somewhat felt like a little kid right there.

Somemore right, there's this girl in college that's 'stalking' Ky. I don't know if she has feelings for him, or even she knows if he has a girlfriend. This makes me feel insecure.. bah. He told me not to be too negative, which is true that I shouldn't.

Random thing that happened during recess.

Sheng: Just now when Pn Chong was reading out some story bout Mr Guna, got teachers crying.
Lester: Ya, got see Pn Wong and Pn Ung, they were wiping their tears.
Sheng: Since when teachers have feelings?
Lester/me: LOL damn bad wei!
Sheng: Whenever I go to Ung's room she talks like a !&*$@

*Imitates Pn Ung*

'' YOU CAN'T BREAK THE RULES, COZ I'M UNG AND I'M SMELLY!''

Lester/me: LMAO

Sheng is a stupid horse friend who has neverending jokes. They're mostly impromptu,and that's what we like about him! Keep up your ugly-face-making!

Hmph, I miss going out with this siao girl, Christine Lim ;( I haven't really been hanging out with her or have been catching up on her because I'm usually not in class for art project or she doesn't attend school on certain days. *Sniffs* Plus she has been cranky for the past few days, PMS I suppose!

Well I gotta admit that I haven't really been revising. Surprisingly the mood is not there yet. I shall try tonight, though I'd doubt the concentration. At least yesterday Ky had a nice celebration with his fellow friends (Justin, Faith, gay friends) and he had two birthday cakes in a day! One at college and one when they were dining out. I bet this is the best birthday he's ever gotten because he never really does celebrate any of these sorta occasions, even when it's his own birthday. Hope you enjoyed yourself!

Since my brother downloaded Juno, I'm tempted to watch it. It's about this 16 year old girl who got pregnant. Sounds interesting but my brother said the movie's quite boring. He even downloaded Knocked Up. Hmmm.. :D

Shall go now. Damn this world.

Hey bitch, it's your 17th birthday!

Happy Birthday once again, Kok Ping! :)

Sorry, I've not gotten you anything yet. Currently thinking of something but not too particular on what yet. Although you did make me feel like an ass just now after school but at least I've come to realise that I should be more ambitious in gift-making one day!

Our friendship may not be long, probably a year only. The first impression I had of you when I first entered for Moral class in form 4 was, this guy must be some sort of gangster. His face, his expression, his actions - it was somewhat like one. Honestly, I had no intention of being friends with him at all, or even get a chance to speak to him one day.  However, this whole Ragnarok Online thing had to come into the story. Funny thing is, I met him there and got to know him better, introduced by Ken Wee and Han Shen. At first I was like, oh that's odd! I thought he's like some gangsta person but turns out to be an ordinary dude, plus he's pretty cool to talk to.

The friendship arises after a few weeks then. He was shy and quiet most of the time. Usually we had nothing to say to each other when we meet at school but we talk like chatterboxes on MSN. And one day, I've finally realised, he's one of the most trusted person I've met. Before, we used to exchange personal problems and then give each other advises. Sometimes when we're speechless about it, we're there to just listen to one another ranting all the way, coz I believe that is what we want most from somebody. Did I mention that he's really open minded? I guess that is why we get along so well. He may be sensitive and vain (admit it man) but I've learned to accept people's flaws in life. Who says everyone is perfect?

I admit that I used to think he was an unappreciative friend but I have to take back my word for it. Because now Kok Ping has transformed into a wise mature boy man who cares about everyone. I would say that our friendship may not be as strong as before due to changes of our lifestyle but I can guarantee you that he's one of the best guy friends I've had. I sorta miss hanging out with him or even talking to him on MSN day in and day out. My chatlog with him might probably be the third highest among the rest.

Do we talk THAT much?!

All the best for trials/SPM/shits in life. Yes Kok Ping, 'Shit Happens' quote, we successfully made it happen - with our pwnage Tshirts!

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Mochi says ''hello!''

Actually more like me saying hello to him, coz I made him the birthday card :D

School has been usually dull. Most of my friends were absent today, but thank goodness that Ken Wee and Erik were there to accompany for the day.

After school, my brother was really kind to bring me to Damansara Utama just to grab some cuppacakes! I haven't tried it before that is why I wanted to go get some. He drove to Bangsar Village, got his liquor, then we went to DU to look for the +wondermilk cafe. It's a pretty small place, but I simply love the atmosphere of it. They don't only sell snacks and cupcakes but they also have homemade accessories and notebooks which are very attractive. Sadly I didn't get any of those besides four mini boxes of cupcakes.

My actual plan was to deliver a box to Ky, as his belated birthday cake. Surprisingly, my brother didn't mind sending me all the way to Bukit Jalil just to pass it to him!! My god, I have the most awesome brother in the world. When we reached his doorstep, Ky was no where to be seen at the front gate. I called him several times but he did not pick up my calls. My last thing to do would be ringing the door bell. I didn't want to at first because I knew his mom is in (I obviously don't want his mom to see me! So does he!)

Finally he came out of his house, mostly surrounded by greens, his garden looked clean and pretty :) After I passed him the box of cupcakes, we only stood outside to talk for a few seconds. Barely even five minutes. We tolerated each other, and not being able to get a slight touch of his skin, at all. My brother said, ''THAT'S ALL?! WE DROVE ALL THE WAY, AND THAT'S ALL?! WHY DIDN'T YOU GO INSIDE HIS HOUSE?! NOT EVEN A LITTLE KISS???''

I'M SORRY MAN LOL. I felt uneasy although I wanted to. Like I said many times, I don't see his bastard often.

He seemed happy and surprised to suddenly to receive the cupcakes from me though, and he finished them while I was travelling back to Subang Jaya. Lol.

(Hah, I bet most of you wouldn't travel SO FAR JUST TO DO THIS!! LOOOOL. Admit it, I'm such a 'good' gf man)

Anyways, I regret not finishing my antibiotics in the past few weeks. Why? Because I just fell sick again. Damn this world.

Anyway, I just wanna thank my brother soooo much for everything. Driving me everywhere just to make me happy :)

Champagne, not mine, my brother's. Hah. I don't drink.

I better get some rest. My throat feels coarse and dry, and my nose hurts from all that sniffing and sneezing.

No mood to study, har har. So I drew this bimbo cat. AT LEAST A HAPPY ONE! 8D

Mom took me to the saloon this morning. Well she wasn't happy with her hair dye, and I needed a trim real badly. It has been more than a year since I've gotten a hair cut (except the fringe) But I also have a reason to not get it cut, coz I want it to be long and wavy since my curls are slowly disappearing, though the forming of split ends kinda suck.

Omg can't imagine tomorrow.

11am - 1pm (Art class)
2pm - 3.30pm (Physics class)
5.00 - 6.30 (Add Math class)

It's like going for afternoon session at school -___- I only have two more weeks to prepare for trials (yes la, barely even 50% of it) Thank goodness they postponed it a week later. How ar my Chemistry? Lol. Need serious help here.

C for Crappy Chemistry!

Debbie said that the art examiners had already come to see our project work. Surprisingly, THEY LIKED IT!! So I guess the crazy effort and sweat dripping was all worth it - because all of us were given the best remarks!! (As in us Pure Science students who took Seni! - Deb, me, Nadiah, Liyana and Zahareez) So this means, we finally completed our paper 3 of Pendidikan Seni Visual SPM 2008. HAHA!!

This means, I MUST get an A1 for art. I better do well for paper 1 and 2 man!

That hundred ringgit and US dollar notes are not mine.

Pom pom looks happy to be around Haruhi and friends :)

My super messy desk and the laptop is not mine as well.

Fixative spray. Pencil cases. Hairband. Lipgloss. Mugs. Camera casing. Eyeshadow. Palette. Charger. Sketch books. Tissue box. Mentos. Puncher. Purse. Scissors. Folded lab coat. Lots of paper. Two person holding hands.

Try spotting them :X

This is Gabryell, named by Ivan! Incadia and I bought this stuff toy for his 18th birthday :) I forgot to take a photo of it so I told Ivan to snap one instead, haha!

I know la, damn girly for a guy's gift but it's too darn cute to resist! PLUS IT HAS WINGS AT THE BACK, just not visible in this picture! :D :D


Alright, gonna go finish watching Knocked Up.

Life drawing with charcoal stick during art lesson. Something I've longed to try out. Although it's not human figures but still life objects and fruits instead, it still doesn't matter because I so enjoy doing this as my past time. Our hands get a little messy from the shading and smudging but the results of it is so overwhelming. Kenny, the form one kid, who's also in the same class as I am, had his first attempt in charcoal medium. I'd say he has done an excellent job. His bananas looked so realistic! (Gosh that sounded awfully, wrong. Try not to contort your thinkings like me!) I'm quite amazed with his talent in watercolour too. When I was form one, I had no idea how to use watercolour or draw anything besides manga/anime

Somehow, I missed drawing the usual manga/anime. Sadly I have no time for it anymore.

BUT I'M FREAKING IN LOVE WITH ART THAT I NEED TO MAKE LOVE TO IT! *Eats paper*

So, right after art class, I had my Physics with Mr. Wesco. Half-life, no not the game - finally understood the concepts because I couldn't get what Jega was teaching in class that day. She's totally useless. Plus she was stoning when she finished the chapter, staring into space.

Jega: This whole class is like rotten apples.
Aniq: So you calling yourself rotten also la, coz you're in our class now.

Lol!

After Physics tuition, I rested for awhile and played the piano. I tried to improvise but I obviously failed, since I don't have the ability to do so. SIGH. Fantaisie Impromptu's ending is still imperfect, so as the scales. Kinda lazy to practice til' it's perfectly perfect but mom's bugging me to. She kept telling me to memorize a few songs so that I could play when friends/aunties/uncles tell me to play something. I don't know why, but I just can't remember songs very well, I always need a damn book in front of me.

5.30, Mr. See arrived. I was asking my brother about trigonometry but he claims that the question had some error. Mr. See told me to leave the question as it does have an error to it. I was almost dead by the time it was nearly 7pm. Exhaustion. Mom scolded me, saying that I shouldn't make such hectic plans in one whole day. My family had seafood for dinner at LaLa Chong, I enjoyed the crab dish most. Deer meat has a rubbery texture, but nice to chew on.

Sorry, no photos. Lazy to upload. And I think I better get serious with the upcoming trials now. Lol deep shit. My brother said, he only takes two days to complete both form 4 and form 5 History text books. HARDCORE, NO?!

How to be as smart/hardworking like him? Ivan said, use force. I guess that's the only way to push myself.

GOOD NIGHT.

P/S: I'm obviously missing out of The Dark Knight and many other great movies out there. Well, except for Journey to the Center of the Earth I watched with mom in 3D. It was really a great catch!

P/S/S: Happy 20th Belated Birthday to Adrian Chiew. I did not receive an SMS reply from him. So I assume that he's still in dulan mode with me, which has been more than three months already. Nevertheless, I'll leave it as it is until time decides to make the situation improve for the both of us. Then again, Shit Happens.

SHINee (누난 너무 예뻐) - Replay MV ver.2 Dance Steps

Christine did this to me! These guys are super talented (both dancing and vocals), young (age range from 15 to 19) and they're one of the recent male groups in the music industry of Korea. They may not have many songs to listen to but this, Replay, itself has already made jaw-drops among the people who've started gaining interest in them. What more when they're physically attractive?!?! SUPPORT SHINee! (pronounced as ''shiny'' btw :D) - because they deserve to have more attention.

Just now, Ms Chang probably knew I was struggling to play the 'A Song For Jan' by *forgot composer's name*. Too hard to sight read lah. Either that or I just didn't have the mood for it. Meh.

Qoo's orange canned drink tasted like ordinary diluted orange juice. Not worth for a RM4.20 drink that's slightly bigger than your fist.

Ky's calling now. Great timing, since I need someone to complain at and pamper with.

So finally mom's been nagging at me about studying. Haha! I thought she wouldn't since for the past for weeks, she hasn't been bothering about what I do - sleep, slack, computer, watch movies, things that don't involve revising at all. I guess that's a good start for me.

We have good news too! The trials have been postponed even further now, to 3rd of September but dreads until end of the month. My friends and I were squeeling in happiness until we were informed that we still have to sit for Pra-SPM being set by the school on 4th of August, which practically made no difference EXCEPT that this is not important at all. It's just a preparation examination for us.

Yesterday after school, mom brother and I went to Summit to watch The Dark Knight. I was astonished with Heath Ledger's fine acts as the Joker. It seemed that the Joker was the highlight of the movie instead of Batman himself. Overall the movie was a good watch. Just that I couldn't understand some parts of it but I managed to get my brother to elaborate on them. Somehow, the Joker's face scares me so much that I had a hard time trying to get my sleep last night because his face kept appearing in my mind.

RIP Heath Ledger. We'll remember you for your talented acts in Brokeback Mountain and The Dark Knight, and other movies which I've yet a chance to catch.

Did you guys watch Brokeback Mountain?! Ennis Del Mar (Heath Ledger) humped Jack Twist (Jake Gyllenhaal) from the back and french kissed him intensively, which was so cool because I doubt that any guy would have the guts to act as gays in a freaking movie!

Mom repaired and painted our garden bench. Pretty, right?


We've been having Thai food for two days in a row (YUM!) Ulcer hurts from all the sourness+spiciness but it's finally healing all thanks to tasty Tom Yam soup and tangy kerabu!

Lol, I've been easily agitated nowadays. My time has come.

By the way, why is it so hard for people to captivate their own self-originality? In any damn matter at all. This is such an annoyance to me.

Meh, I've to go.

This is like a totally SS (syok sendiri) survey tagged by Jinn Bebeh. Fear my many faces!

1. A picture of you at the most unique environment:
Describe the enviroment
- Somewhere extremely fun, somewhere quiet but awesome, somewhere I've only been once and somewhere I plan to go again - Mabel's home in Puchong

(Sorry the photo's a little disturbing *cough*)




2. A picture of you at somewhere you dislike :
Describe why you dislike that place
- I just never liked doing a presentation at school on a subject that I don't enjoy.

*God damn it ignore my face LOL, it's Chemistry after all.



3. A picture of you with someone that means alot to you :
Who is that person & What that person did to you before
- Kien Yue, he makes my everyday brighter and cheery. He 'fake abuses' me too.



4. A picture of you with your best smile ( mouth open) :
Why were you smiling?
- Because Jinn was taking a photo of me skating like a noob



5. A picture of you with your best smile (mouth closed) :
Were you posing or natural smiling?
- Posing, lmao!



6. A picture of you with your lamest pose :
Give this picture a caption
- One word, Lala.



7. A picture of you with a person that stands on the top of your heart :
Is that person treating you like how you are treating him/her?
- Family, so what if there's more than one person? They treat me somewhat better than how I treat them, from what I realised so far in this whole 17 years of life :(



8. A picture of you with some toys or cute stuff :
What are you with?


Really old but special stuffed toy given by Anais, and I named it after her.


Good pal, Lester Liang Jie Zhong (Lol sorry Erik *behind* but you're not categorized under cute!!)

9. A picture of you in white shirt :

Why were you wearing white instead of black?
- Just felt like it. I like wearing white anyway!



10. A candid picture with you and your friends :

Do you look good?
- Not really, haha. I was shocked with the surprise thing my guy friends and Momo did for me!




TAG 10 PERSON
In random order :S

1. Christine
2. Cherie
3. Ee Ping
4. Wei Yan
5. Jasmine
6. Lester
7. Shin Yee
8. Siew Man
9. Hsien Yoong
10. Azatul

Urgh, I've still a few pieces of cupcakes in the fridge and no one seems to be eating it except me. Oh dear.

Man, is it me or has the connection turned into a big bitch again? I experience this every time and I'm pretty darn sick of it.

Anime fest later at Taylor's College. I'm still considering if I should go with Sora otosan :0 Reason I'd like to go is just because I want to have a good look at the figurines and also meet Sora whom I've not seen for quite long. But I don't know how long I'm gonna stay there if I were to attend it. Anime fest la wei.

Shit shit I have to get the Shana nendoroid figurine Sora showed me last night. TOO ADORABLE TO RESIST!

* Must have D:

The other day I was rotting infront of my PC, so I started spamming Ky's testimonial box in Friendster with random drawings. OH OH I made the profile background for him!! Rusty wei, I haven't done wallpapers in ages.

Gosh I so hate being cranky at this hour, and this whole menstruation shit is totally ticking me off even more.

Please Calm Down - Haha, Kp's funny with the creation of that name. Will it ever happen? Is it gonna get serious or just for the fun of it? God knows what we're up to lol.

Pan mee awaits me!!

Figurine display


C.C


Hayami

So I went for the anime fest at Taylor's College. It sucked to the max -_- Sora fetched me there, and I wasn't too surprised when I stepped in the hall. Cosplayers, bad performances by them, lacked of entertainment and booths. What the hell? The Stepmania was rather interesting though. They danced to anime OSTs instead of the usual DDR songs you hear in every arcade.

My camera wasn't being nice today. I don't know why I couldn't capture any sharp and clear photos. All of them turned out to be blurry, and it's pretty obvious that I cannot stand blur photos as much as everyone do *except for SOME people who think blurry photos are cool. You know sometimes it's really stupid, when they do have a clear photo, they purposely did loads of noob editing on Photoshop just to make it blurry and fucked up. Worst part is, they think it's awesome to have almighty editings where they simply abuse the filter options, and just THAT itself. Crosshatching and "waterpainted" effects aren't cool at all.

Anyway, since Sora's dying in hunger, we left that pathetic place to Burger King. I only had an icecream which tasted quite ok. We did some catching up, bullshitting and loads of talking. I had to be home by 4 so Sora sent me home after I got myself a drink from Starbucks. He was talking about some pantai and also lolcats. At least it was good to see him again. Annnd, he's gonna help me get the Shana nendoroid. YAY, HAPPY ME! <3

D: Sora is shitting

Sora: Shit I just realised I haven't ate anything.
Jade: Then go makan lah
Sora: Nevermind since you're not eating. I'm on a diet.
Jade: DIET?!
Sora: YES LA, I'M SKINNY AND I'M ON A DIET LOL

Sora: Look at this car, HE'S BEING A DICK! Eh oops it's a woman.

Sora: HEY LOOK IT'S A LOLCAT!!

Anyway, thanks for today, Sora :D

Lol Mr Wesco's in an hour. I shall watch a bit of 10 Things I Hate About You. Yes lah, ever since I watched Batman, I got pretty obsessed with the late Heath Ledger. It's sad that I never noticed him until now. Sigh.

Til' then!

Yesterday evening, I totally forgotten about the Raffles Design Institution school trip I was attending today! I quickly contacted Debbie to reconfirm about the trip there. Morning, I was excited. I got up earlier this time, and packed my belongings for the workshop at the design school.

When I reached school, Ayane and Jinn were seen from far so since I had to pass Jinn my thumbdrive, I decided to approach them. Without saying a word yet, I pulled out the thumbdrive and hung it infront of Jinn's face. Surprisingly, she shrieked in horror?! LOL she thought I was scaring her with a cockroach and Ayane said that my action for that was kinda creepy :( Sorry Jinn, I didn't mean to, but it was funny on how you reacted because no one expected it!! Haha. I had to see Lester to pass him some money, then see Christine to pass her a CD. Then soon, I saw KP with his new haircut *laughs out loud*, he passed me his 2GB thumbdrive. Reason why everyone's passing around thumbdrives is because, they want the 10 Things I Hate About You movie from me, wahaha!! I shall Heath Ledger-fy you guys.

*Goes off topic from Raffle's trip for awhile*

I watched Candy and A Knight's Tale yesterday. Candy was so-so, A Knight's Tale was pretty good (mainly because he was still young) And why the fuck must he die?!?! ARGHHH!! Right now I'm almost done downloading Casanova. Hope I'll enjoy the movie later on.

SO Raffles trip. After the assembly, Debbie and Seni gang sat on the bus accompanied by our counsellors Pn Wong and that other lady forgot her name, and of course Pn Sumalidza herself. The journey there seemed long *shrugs* it's located at KL anyway, almost directly opposite of the KLCC tower.

Some print works by their students


Chair made out of hangers. Looks uncomfortable though


Sewing room


Debbie looking at stuff

The guy gave us a tour around, I wouldn't say that the facilities they have were complete because the institution is rather small and somehow the students were no where to be seen. However, Project Runway Malaysia was held in one of the fashion rooms we entered!

The workshop was really interesting because we were assigned to design an 18th or 19th century doll dress. I don't sew, I don't do fashion designing. That's quite a challenge. Fortunately, we were divided into two groups - group A and B. Each group were then divided again into smaller groups of 5. So my seni gang was in with me, we had to make a corset dress with puffy skirts! The progress of our work was rather slow at first because we had no idea what to do, all of us aren't that good at sewing as well. But thank god for Liyana. And Zahareez seemed to have fun making ruffled skirts *coughgaycough* though he's pretty good at it.

I let the rest handle the skirts and stuff, I even suggested for the corset to reveal its' back by making criss-cross strings! :D I had to make the hat, which was so troublesome but I guess it turned out quite well. We had only less than 2 hours to complete it so by 12pm, everyone was done except us!! Debbie and Liyana were rushing in sewing the outer layer of the skirt, which turned out quite messy in the end.

Demonstrating


Ugly naked doll getting her corset in shape


Liyana and Zahareez sedang bermesra <3 <3 with the ugly doll that is


Doing lots of work


My retarded hat


Putting everything in place

The lecturers aligned our dolls in place to pick which is the winner. My friends and I weren't confident at all.

Surprisingly she doesn't look that bad here! *chuckles* Like Queen Elizabeth's D:

Taking a look at our doll

Lecturer: *Points at our doll* This one is the winner! Which group does the doll belong to?
Me: ARE YOU SERIOUS?!

My seni gang went crazy lol though we received nothing for winning the best dressed doll. Boohooo but it was all worth it. The wonderful experience, felt so much like Project Runway because we were chased by the time. At least we learned something new from this workshop! I had so much fun with them :)

SS-ing with our designed dress :)

I don't even know her name, zomg! She helped everyone a lot.


Para guru wants a photo too :0

It was all good!

After having refreshments, we went back to school. I waited at the canteen for my friends to come out of their classes. Talked to Erik before I left, and my piano class got cancelled in the afternoon hoho and that's why I'm here now.

Ok final look of the better version of the ugly doll, lol.

Not too bad, right? So proud of me and seni gang lol! Just ignore the doll's face lah, it gets annoying after awhile.
Maybe after all this, we can berganding bahu to make our own MPT5 dress. What? It's possible. Sadly considering the lack of time... haha!

I'll go back to my Heath Ledger-craze now. (Jinn's half way watching his show at the moment,  bahahaha)

P/S: Loki's Intervention has their own forum now. We kept remaking forums ever since, forever? Ivan showed me our ex-guild (Iris)'s website which I made back in 2006. Oh my gosh I was that semangat?!?! D: D: D: I totally forgotten about that site! Click to view Iris.

Heath Ledger, Heath Ledger, Heath Ledger!! It seems that everyone is still into him, and of course, The Dark Knight movie. There's no word to describe how splendid the whole movie went. To my surprise, I am still in obsessive mode because of the movie's a big success to make the people go WOW! Although I felt the sense of fear when The Joker threatens people with his knife put by the edge of their mouths, but the suspense, thrill and excitement there were awesome.

Since everyone's still hyped up about The Joker, I suddenly decided to turn Ass' (Azmirul) passport photo into...

THE ASS-JOKER! HAHA.
Credits to Wern Hsiang for taking the photo

Oh c'mon, it's still art. Just that it's ugly art? But unique in a way *cough* because we love The Joker, don't we all? I only used liquid paper, black and red pen!

Now I have the urge to draw on Pn Wang and Pn Chong's faces since those women annoy the hell out of us every time. Urgh can you believe it, last week they informed us that the Pre-trials test has no importance for our trials/SPM and that it is just a practice for us SPM students. Today, they changed their plan by taking 50% of our Pre-trials to combine with 50% of our trials, just so that we take the Pre-trials test seriously. Tell me if that is so unreasonable? Since when this kind of shit can be set up? Oh probably the teachers hate our batch so much they decided to torture us this way. So annoying.

On a happier note, the form 5 prefects have retired from their jobs! Mabel can now hang out with us more often, and yay, more chatting with her after so long!

Khai Mun and Erik told me about Lust, Caution movie. I've read reviews online and its' nudity/sexuality is rated 9/10. That crazy ar? I already thought Candy was already quite over-exposed but I guess that is nothing compared to what KM and Erik had described to me about Lust, Caution. My brother watched the Casanova movie I downloaded and it seems that there were missing scenes. Nowonder the whole show was less than 1 1/2 hours. So I decided to redownload the movie again, gah.

Will update again. Boy, since next week is gonna be hectic, I don't think I can sit around like this for quite some time.

I feel somewhat disintegrated and upset for the past few days. Sometimes the reasons to these had put an enormous question mark at the top of my head. Why is this so? I hate to tell the world how depressed I am, but I don't think there's any other way to help express myself out. Spilling it all on friends may be a burden to them, and also, majority of them cannot be given 100% of my trust. There's probably not more than 5% of trustworthy people I've come across ever in my life. That is also because, I've personally experienced and faced those who wouldn't keep their mouth sealed for their own friend's privacy. However a person like me, would only close an eye and pretend like I had no idea what's going on. Then again, because I've had enough of approaching people about their unwanted attitude but would end up with downfall friendships. Stubborn you may say.

That is where I learned to never be too nice to anybody, because they can never do the same for you.

What I'm trying to say here is that, whenever I have some deep shit problem that I'm encountering, I don't think I'd likely turn to friends for a shoulder to lean on or for lending an ear. Unless those who really do care.

Don't worry, nothing relating to this had happened recently. I just wanted to let myself out after so long.

Last night, Ky complained to me about his transportation problem to college again. It seems that he wants to stay at the apartment nearby so that it's easier for him to reach school rather than riding the LRT for an hour for every journey. That takes up two hours of his everyday life, waiting patiently to arrive the destination he's going to. He said to me that if he were to live with a bunch of roommates, we wouldn't be able to call much, chat, webcam, or even meet up as often. Heck, even now we're not close to 'talking or meeting up often' anyway so what more when he's staying further away? That really pulled me down, leaving me speechless with an empty mind.

I am strong and committed in this relationship. I know I have the loyalty, trust and faith in this wise loving guy.  No, I don't think anyone can outbeat him. I'm not saying this because I'm his girlfriend, but from how much I have observed. Nothing can or will put things between us. I must believe in that no matter what it is. Who ever said life's full of perfection anyway?

Just accept it. You have to and you can do it. You are deeply in love with him and there's nothing that can take it away from you both. Your feelings for him had never faded once, instead grew even more tremendously year after year. You're hanging in there like no other, and you know that Ky loves you just as much as you love him.

Nothing can stop you.


How often do you see me turn so emotional like this? And slightly mushy at the same time. For god's sakes.

I don't think I can stay here much longer. Time says 9.36pm, clearly that I don't have much time.



P/S: Nothing can stop me!

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ON A HAPPIER NOTE...

I wanna thank Sora daddy so so so so so much for helping me order two Shana figurines! *GLOMPS* X3 THAT MADE MY DAY :D :D :D :D Now all I have to do is sit back, and wait patiently for these to arrive God knows when.

Resinya! Shana Noir Version
1/6 scale

RM281++
(wtf, I know! A Shana fan will do anything to get her *frowns at wallet*)

Edit: I was just informed that the stock availability is still not confirmed. *Prays*


Shana nendoroid
RM120++


Sadly I wouldn't be able to get any one of these Miku figurines. *Deep sigh* They seem to run out of stock real quick. Shall play with Sora's when he gets his ;)

Ok bye.

I am contorted lol

Hello world D: As you can see, I've recovered from my stupid emotional post yesterday, hoho of course, I don't like being sad for too long!

I don't know why but, last night when Ky and I were on the phone, some things turned ugly but all  of it went back to normal in just awhile. I know la, it's damn weird that we get angry at each other for awhile then next minute we're laughing about something stupid but I'm glad for that anyway. So, I felt that deep contentment, when he and I said "I love you". Only three simple words but last night, I felt the extra bliss after saying it and that it made me tear in happiness. Like as if my heart has dropped. What was that? It felt like I'm falling for him all over again, like the very beginning.

It's a good sign. A very good sign.

Am still missing Heath's presence.

I just turned Christine into a Heath Ledger freak, oh noes.

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Dad was quite shocked to see the condition of our classroom today when he arrived school few minutes before recess. I told him to come pick me up and sign my report card. Everyone in class were noisy and many walking back and forth. Some even lay their heads on the table's surface, causing my dad to worry if this class is really the right place for me to be in. So I guess now he understands that why I do not like attending school to study, I would rather do it at home, somewhere more peaceful and cozy.

Dad's really unhappy with my class that he suddenly looked down on Seafield's quality in teachers and students. He claimed that my form teacher has no value in teaching, considering that she already couldn't control the students in class before even beginning her lesson. Why can't she be stern, when other teachers like Pn Ung, Pn Doris or Pn Shantha manage to shut us up and make us pay attentively? On the other hand, dad didn't seem too satisfied with my Science-subjects result in midterm. Then he would give words of encouragement as usual, "You can still make it if you start now. Daddy will try to help you. Just do your very best"

So I guess my dad's more relaxed with my studies although he's doing most of the research and analization for me. As for mom, she doesn't know a lot about education for me but what I know is that she's always there to scold me when I'm being selectively lazy, which is good in a way so that I'd discipline myself. Haha I can't imagine if I go overseas to study, with mom not around to tell me off. I doubt I'd be a good girl to follow my study schedules and all that stuff.

After dad signed the report card from Pn Chin, he spoke to Chun Kit about abroading studies to America. My dad gets interested in talking to people who are well-spoken I guess. Christine and Dhinaa were packing their stuffs, and so did I. Dad brought us out of the school gate, dropped Dhinaa off near the junction where her mom came to pick her up and sent Christine home during recess. Why did we all return home? 5 free periods after recess, stay at school for what?! I got home, knowing that there won't be electricity from 9am to 7pm. My parents and I went to Pavilion since there's really nothing to do at home with no electricity (no computer no tv no aircond ;_;)

We had lunch at Michelangelo's again! I shall tempt you with these photos :0

Caeser salad


My so fucking tasty seafood spaghetti


Dad's linguine


Crème brûlée
SO FREAKING YUMMY <3

We enjoyed the food ;) Good food has never been better! I was too bloated after lunch that I decided not to have anything for dinner :( Mom and I walked around. Nothing had captured my attention, except for that ordinary top from Zara, which I bought with my own money in the end. See, even having mom around today also I didn't use her money lol, it shows that I'm a good child *hides*

Everyone's not going to school tomorrow because of the Moral ceramah. Sigh. Nevermind I shall TRY listening to that interesting talk since it's so beneficial.