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Entries for January, 2007

Holy Shit!

"Blogged" by at 04:14 AM on January 2, 2007

I just simply respect this guy. And I'm still searching for this piano sheets all over. Anyone has it? But yeah there's no way I can play this extremely difficult song. NUUU IT'LL BE SO COOL TO KNOW HOW TO PLAY IT ;___;!!!

FFVIII:Advent Children - Those Who Fight / Tatakau Mono Tachi

Current music :

The End of Holidays

"Blogged" by at 01:14 AM on January 3, 2007

School's starting tomorrow. How fast. I could still remember the time Aisyah and I jumped for joy when our Geography paper ended during PMR. Now, the fun's all over. Fun tends to make time run faster than doing things like studying or chores. Yesterday Lynette rang me and wanted to go out somewhere today. I told her that my Iris guild mates and Ivan will be heading off to Summit so in the end we decided to go kill time there instead of rotting at home.

Today's Iris gathering (Or rather, online friends gathering), was quite a success. Well, more improvements than the previous ones we had. We sort of made a 'promise' that we wouldn't split up to tiny groups. Kamal wanted everyone to stick together. I woke up at 10.00am, knowing I had butterflies in my tummy. Probably a bit excited about today's outing since we won't get to do this more often once school reopens. Lynette's sister picked me up at 11.30 and fetched us to the USJ2 - Summit's overhead bridge. Ivan and Kido were already waiting for us for about an hour. Oh no, I don't feel guilty at all because we girls have waited for the guys twice already. *Evil laughs* I met Yin Wey (GucciBaby), and she's quite matured to my point of view. She looked more like a 19 than a 17, with the light make ups and all. But I like her height and her body's quite proportionate! Sorry Yin Wey, if you're reading this XD Lynette wanted to eat Sushi King so we went there to watch her eat. Yeah, we only drank hot green tea while she's diving into those sushi dishes. Ivan tried one plate of sushi, with some wasabi on it. Then that wasabi feeling thing went up to his nose. I like to watch people struggling hard to resist that 'spiciness'. Haha. Not long after, John and Kamal came and sat with us. Those three guys beside me gave me only a bit of space to sit. I was quite squashed in there, since I'm sitting at the innermost.

After Lynette payed the bills, Kamal brought us to KFC for a treat. How nice of him. At least I'm quite happy that most of us got along pretty well. Except that I didn't really talk to Kido much. Suddenly my mind went blank. Guess I'm not the type that's good at 'berbonding' like Lynette. She's good at making friends. Ivan and Lynette suddenly kept forcing me to say something to Kido. I just can't say anything! Then they continued disturbing me @_@ Kenny came when we're just about to start our meal. We chatted for about an hour, sitting there, listening to them talking about RO which bores Lynette. I guess I tried hard to avoid talking about something that someone doesn't understand. Ivan, Lynette, Kido and I talked and laughed a lot. I pretty much enjoyed that part most. Really felt that connection between us. Eh, sounds weird to me =X

Four of us went to MPH to find 'The Little Book of Wanking' since Ivan seemed interested to know about it. We even planned to buy it for John's birthday. Hahahaha. But we didn't. We went upstairs and watched them play pool for a bit. It got a little tempting for me. Lyn, Ivan, Kido and I then played 2 rounds of foosball. Damn it was fun! Lyn and I were practically shouting and being the noisiest ones. Ivan was just concentrating and doing his thing, while Kido's just laughing his butt off for the silly fouls and goals. Suddenly Xing Sheng came to me and I was pretty shocked to see him there, watching me play foosball with them. He said he's waiting for Ranessh and planned to watch Night at the Museum which Lyn and I planned too. We played a bit of pool and suddenly Yuen Ching and his sister, Christy came. We said hi and bla bla bla. When Ivan was interacting with Christy, YC interrupted and told her to go to his pool table. How rude.

We watched Iris play pool. Lyn, Ivan, Kido and I were just leaning on the next table watching, while talking. Kido was pretty silent. Oh and suddenly Marvin came. Xing Sheng went to go get us tickets since the line was long. It was 3.00pm and we had to go for the movies. Ivan was about to leave at that time too. We had our goodbyes and headed straight to the cinema. Seating at the most front is, gay. My eyesight is bad enough lol. But heck, it's worth watching that show =) I had great laughs with them.

Before going home, we went to McD since I wanted to take away a burger. Then we went home after that. ^^ A simple yet good outing. We need more of this, but I don't think it's gonna happen any time soon. At least this is how I ended the last day of school holidays. Dad even brought us to a seafood restaurant for dinner. Ah, good food n__n

Ji Lynn informed me earlier that she'll be having a farewell party this Sunday. I'm sort of 'in charge' to invite her Seafieldian friends. Oi kawan-kawan, you know la you're invited. Well, let us know first before even try to come O___O! Lol.

My dad is leaving to Doha at 1am later. Gonna miss him. He's not gonna return until 4 - 5 months later. I'll have to live without a dad around for a bit. It somewhat feels like last year, where he stays at Brunei for 2 months or so. But Doha, seems so much further. It's like, it's hard to see him again. I still cannot imagine myself leaving Malaysia to that country. Still, I must try to be prepared when the time comes. I apologize to my close friends if this situation disappoints you. We can always talk online, right? And, meet once a year.. right? Sigh, I'm just looking at the positive side. Obviously I don't like my life to be that way.

This long post can never beat Ivan's short story post. Seriously. Go take a look at his blog.

Keirigami's Blog.

@____@ Kido and I were already astonished to see the amount of words he has typed out. No wonder he took forever to finish the post yesterday. Blog more, Ivan. You describe and say things in such detail >_>!

Okay fellow readers, it's time for bed. Remember it's school time already. Holidays are over. *Sulks*

This fella's performance, really gave me goose bumps. Really romantic, and the feeling/expression of it really blends with the FFX video he had on his PC. He can improvise well.

Final Fantasy X - To Zanarkand (Rewritten by dave86chen2)

Current music : KOTOKO - Repeat

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"Blogged" by at 02:33 AM on January 4, 2007

School's on. Uh, we're still in our original classes just that we're now in form 4. Streaming should be done by tomorrow, I guess. After school, I went out to take a passport photo of myself. The picture turned out really badly. Why, because I wasn't even in the mood to smile the proper way which I always do. Reason, my mom was nagging at me and got irritated by me at anything I do even though I didn't do anything wrong. She scolded me in Hokkien (as usual) for not having my fringe up during the photoshoot. What to do, what's done is done. Unless she's willing to pay another RM12 which is such a rip off. And she's just lazy to drive me around and then pick Jinn up to go buy school books.

I got home and I was pretty tired. Surprisingly I still had the time and the semangat to read up History and so.. I did.. for awhile? Then I fell asleep for 2 hours.

Oh dear, it's "late" now. 1.10am, I'm supposed to be in bed. My brother hogged the pc while I went to talk on the phone with Ky. Things weren't going very smoothly while we're in our conversation. Topics about "migrating to Doha" bothered me the entire day so I just had to talk to Ky about it, ONCE AGAIN! But you know, a good time isn't always there specially for me. I was just curious to know about his personal opinion about our status once I'm moving out. I somewhat got a little carried away, I suddenly weeped like no other.. Guess things are better now. Plus, it's our 2 years and 2 months anniversary today. Happy Anniversary, Momo! =) This may sound lovey dovey and all but I'm still gonna say it anyway.

" I can't bear to leave you at all. "

I got this from Tiff's blog. ;P

2006:
[ ] sucked for me
[ ] was awesome!
[x] was ok. It was awesome sometimes, then sucked sometimes.

In 2006 I..
[ ] dumped someone
[ ] was dumped by someone
[ ] dyed my hair
[ ] failed a class
[x] fell in love
[ ] had love at first sight
[ ] had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend
[ ] snuck out of my house
[x] stayed up all night
[x] cried because I missed someone
[ ] had detention(s)
[ ] missed curfew
[ ] kissed someone who I regret kissing
[x] danced crazily with my friends
[ ] gained confidence
[x] lost a friend(s)
[x] gained new friends
[x] changed my look

In 2007 I want to..

[x] be more outgoing
[x] get better grades
[x] care less about how I look
[x] be crazier
[ ] get a new bf/gf
[x] stay with the bf/gf I have right now
[x] keep my resolutions
[x] to be more of myself around people

my first kiss of 2007 was : Nuuu!!! Haven't seen Ky in 2007 yet?

in 2006 my age was : 15

a word to describe 2006 : Interesting

in 2007 I will be turning : into a sexy purple hippo like Jinn's toy >.>

something I want to happen in 2007 : Be 'prepared', do better at studies, have fun at all times.

something I don't want to happen in 2007 : Losing somebody

my theme song to 2006 would be : Wtf? Theme song? Fine, I'll randomly shuffle my player..... Chris Brown - Say Goodbye.

my favourite color in 2006 : red and black

my best friends in 2006 : Swt

honestly, will you miss 2006 : Maybe.

Current music : Chris Brown - Say Goodbye

AH FUCK IT!

"Blogged" by at 06:24 PM on January 4, 2007

I'm definitely not happy with the class I'm in now. Though it's pure Science but, so few friends man. At least Xs is moving to my class. I'm in 4 Damai right now. Jinn's in 4 Fasih, Ann and Lester is in 4 Cekap and Mabel's in 4 Amanah with the smarty pants.
My class is the lowest ranked Pure Science class but I've no complains on that. Urgh, I just don't like my class. Felt so unsatisfied, disappointed and annoyed the whole day.

I'm a friggin' Ketua Keceriaan. Great. MORE WORK! My job is to make the class 'ceria'? More like, decorate the class. Fuck it then. I'm a noob at these.

And I need to find time to study. Oh hell. It's only the second day and I felt the tension all over me. I also hate my teachers =.=

Nooooo. Now I wanna move out of Seafield. It's so sucky. Bleh. Imma struggle my fucking ass off in all those hard subjects. Eh, its like every subject is difficult. WTF IS WRONG!?

AND THERE'S ENGLISH ORAL TEST IN NEXT 2 WEEKS.ASDHASDG!!!@^*%#! Can't imagine if there's BM oral. WORSE! I CAN'T SPEAK BM WELL!

So fucking tensed and worried.

Monthly test is on February =.=

Current music :

Gonna Miss You.

"Blogged" by at 12:44 PM on January 6, 2007

Aisyah and I after getting our PMR results. Not that I'm happy about it lol. Credits to Aisyah & mom for this picture. Click for better view x_x

Ji Lynn's farewell party is tomorrow. I'm not too sure if I could get her something in time. Nonetheless, we're all excited to see her again and probably the one and only last time we'll spend time together. I'm gonna miss you Ji Lynn.

Aisyah sent me more photos! Lmfao. I had good times with them. Even the arguments part lol.

"I kinda miss Ee Ping. Without her, our class life isn't as interesting anymore", said Aisyah.

I have to agree. Thinking about those arguments and quarrellings between the three of us (Usually Aisyah vs Ep / Me vs Ep), I then find it so silly but yet something that should be remembered even how bitter it was. Ee Ping's now in KDU and there won't be any other great competitors/honored students like her in Seafield. She may have a hissy attitude but to put it in the bright side, she was the person who made me learn to stand up for myself. Not forgetting Aisyah, her advises are very helpful. I was a very negative minded person, a little too now XD But then, I specially thank you both for being my friends.

How I wish 3 Elok is back together once again. Harvind, Soon, Simon, Alyaa, Michelle, THIRUKUMARAN!, Aaron, Yan Shan, Tze Hui, Shu Lin, Nadiah, etc etc. You'll be dearly missed for not having you guys in the same class as I am. ^^

And, I'll go continue my duty rooster =[

In the hall lining up to get our results. THOSE ARE FAKE SMILES WEI! All of us were actually panicking! (2006)

Sitting on one another? HUMPING on one another? Actually Alyaa's the only one dry humping on my lap >_> (2006)

2 Elok. We had a hard time to smile at the cam. We just can't stop laughing x__x Ep looks like she's gonna laugh again, right? (2005)

After school. (2005)

Aisyah and I during curricular activities (2005)

Being pure maniacs outside school because it's the last day of finals. (2005)

Class 1 Elok (2004). Look at the boys, all short and tiny ;P Except for Harvind.

2 Elok. At least you can see their height differences already!

(Sorry no 3 Elok photo lol. Scanner died)

Current music :

Farewell, My Friend!

"Blogged" by at 07:41 PM on January 8, 2007

Yesterday was Ji Lynn's farewell party and it went well. Lynette's dad fetched me, Gordon and Jessica at around 10-ish. We're the earliest there since the party only starts at 2pm. Lyn's dad had trouble finding the way to Sierramas. Like it's some kinda adventure in their cool "car-truck" (Is it a truck?). The entire journey in the car was silent. No one spoke! After reaching Ji Lynn's huge 'mansion', then only we opened our mouths.

She brought us to the TV room. Lyn and I found Brokeback Mountain! We made Ji Lynn play it on dvd for us. Not even starting of the show, Gordon already felt the gayness and thought that his dick might go on coma. Imagine, a dead and wrinkly looking penis laying on a bed. Uh.. that's cute? HAHA. Lyn and I hadn't taken out breakfast so we followed Ji Lynn to the community something. Like a club house? We ate and talked. I've never ever talked sooo much with Gordon after so bloody long. Banyaknya new stories! Jessica was so quiet. Ji Lynn kept forcing her to talk about guys, gossip about others... which she didn't in the end. In fact, only Lynette was making the most noise. (Okay la, nanti Lyn merajuk. FOUR of us made the "most" noise *cough*)

Then we went back to Ji Lynn's house to watch Brokeback! Fuck, it's such a slow show O_o Lyn fast forwarded it to some 'interesting' scenes like gays making love and gays making out. HAHA! She was actually sitting right in front of the screen, watching closely dengan teliti! Gordon was sitting there, suffering. I had no comments lol. After getting bored of the show, Lyn sat on this massaging chair. Since the massage was a little too extreme, Lyn suddenly started moaning? HAHAHA. Gordon and I were laughing so hard coz she sounded like as if she's having some good sex. I'm not kidding =/ It sounded sexy lah, don't worry Lyn. Mm, I liiiikee~~ >8D *learnt that from Ivan* It was almost 1.30pm and the rest arrived! <3

The guys decided to 'torture' Marvin by placing him on the massage chair and not letting him go, while nipplizing him. xD They were being all 'jakun' of Ji Lynn's house since it's so huge. They even exaggerated saying "Omg the store room also bigger than my room! Look at the toilet, BIGGER THAN MY ROOM!" Who wouldn't love her house? The guys then planned to throw Marvin into the pool in his casual clothes. They did though. After Marvin was thrown in, Xing Sheng and Lynette were next. Lester was eventually pushed in too while Xs was thrown in.

Blaaaah~ Then we ate quite a lot. Talked more. Met Hui Lyn and Jocelyn came too. The girls went to change into their swimming attire and went for a dip at the pool. We had a good time playing monkey game and a bit of dodge ball. After hours of playing with the water, we went to the sauna room but unfortunately it wasn't working? Then Lyn, me and Jinn played with the big shower xP Of course we camwhored too. It was a surprise to me when I caught Lynette and MABEL camwhoring using my camera in front of the gigantic mirror, in shades. LOOOOL!!!! Sorry if I embarrassed you girls at that time lol.

Anyway I had a great time. When it was time to leave, I felt so emotional all of a sudden. Maybe because I know I won't get to see her soon. I held back my tears and gave her a tight hug. Everyone was emo! D: I proceeded to Mabel's car, feeling a little down. I honestly wanted to stay longer but it's not that I had a choice. School is on the following day, or not, I would love to sleep over for one day. Take care, Ji Lynn. WE'RE GONNA MISS YOU!!!! T_T

At least there's pictures to remember =)

Gordon got poked

Just enjoying ourselves.

The "girls"

The "girls" camwhoring x_x

Big bear hug *w*

Like I said, Lyn and Mabel camwhored LOL.

Marvin's face has been squashed D:

HOLY SHIT @ XS! MALE SOFT PORN XD

At the pool ;P The guys behind look so miang

Pool picture

Playing monkey game lol

Ji Lynn and I

WTF! Lester's stuck under HK's hoodie!

Awww, so "SWEET"

Guys

Shades x) Click for better view.

Current music :

"Blogged" by at 02:04 AM on January 10, 2007

We've learnt more at school today. Like Add Math, Bio, Math, Malay, English? Mom packed me some lunch for school since I stayed back to do the Interact Club's notice board with Melanie, Kimberly and Chee Mun. Aisyah said that I'm being a nerd for bringing my bekalan makanan from home. True but what can I say, my mom's food is the best and I needed it from starvation. I love spicy corn beef. <3

So at 2pm, we went to start off with the decorations. Firstly I didn't really know what to do. At least I brought some shiny paper and some coloured ones. Our headmistress passed by and was quite surprised to see us doing our notice board so early. We were wondering why we're rushed to finish this thing off, when the headmistress and another three teachers walked by, saying that we're the early ones to start with it. Anyway we didn't finish it today and planned to continue on Thursday during our BOD meeting. It may sound like an excuse to not attend the meeting but honestly I'd rather do the notice board than listen to them talk about the I.U and it's been repeatedly discussed over and over. Also, I've been assigned to design for the I.U audition's flyers. Oh great. Somehow, what I'm doing for Interact Club or my class that's relevant to 'art' or 'design' is seemingly to be done by force instead of my own will and commitment. Truthfully, I don't think I'm enjoying this at all because art cannot be done by rush. To me, things must go at a slow and smooth pace. And I can run down to hell when it comes to dead lines.

(Btw, I'm not much of a graphic designer or a decorator. I can only draw/sketch anime drawings. People easily mistaken that my "creativeness" can be put under deco & design which is fucking wrong. I've also retired from making anime wallpapers since 2005. You can notice how much my skills in Photoshop have rusted since then! So Marvin, thanks for choosing me to be the ketua keceriaan because honestly I'm veeeryyy bad at it. T_T)

Okay okay shut up already. Mom came out of the room and scolded me for sleeping late. Ahh, History's tomorrow. Read up!

Current music :

Fucking Rants. Not Happy With Interact Club. AT ALL!

"Blogged" by at 10:37 AM on January 13, 2007

Be ready to hear my massive rantings. I will start off with the Interact-stress. Interact BOD members, if you think I'm harsh or don't deserve to be in the BOD, I don't mind to be kicked out. Nuff' said.

Few days ago there was an Interact BOD meeting. My president's comment on the unfinished notice board was not what I expected. Thought she would praise us a little for the early hard work and staying back at school while SKIPPING LUNCH.

"The wordings are EXACTLY the same as last year's. Just that the colour is different. People will think you all have no creativity"

Honestly, I didn't think it was the same =.= I drew the fonts out without even referring or REMEMBERING the previous year's! Those thick and high quality black paper I used is not cheap. I've used like 5 - 6 of it just to cut out each alphabet. Interact Club better return my fucking money. I am very disappointed with Interact Club.

I pity Jinn for receiving the sponsorship letter earlier than the rest. Trying to take advantage of her mom's company and that's coz of SOMEONE'S itchy and big mouth.

And tiba-tiba only push all the designing works to me.

1) Design Audition poster (Doing)
2) ~~Design badge~~ (Done =.=)
3) Design T-Shirt
4) Design Valentine's form (Doing)
5) Design program book
6) Design tickets
7) Design IU poster

*Cough* Excuse me man, I got studies to think of and other activities I do such as TUITIONS =.= Not forgetting the large amount of homework we get in PURE SCIENCE. Haha not to be perasan or anything but I take lots of concern about studies although I'm not the smartest bitch on earth. Maybe many of your have this problem too. But I want the seniors to notice that I'm actually doing a lot of the work now. I've no idea what they're doing then.

Some more got dead lines. I can seriously take my dog's shit and eat it.

Haha.. not enjoying this at all. Not excited about IU at all too. I don't get to have fun during IU day, that sucks you know. And it's my last year in Malaysia (I hope not).

It's been ages I've given face to them already.

And now I'll go on with class stress.

Each subject there's homework. Okay fine, no complains on that. Homeworks are meant to be done. Just that there's a little too many to finish at one go. I don't really get to spend time on the stuffs I like doing. I've 'stopped' drawing for awhile now. I never really switched on the TV, I only stay online for a while and go off quite early. Oh yeah I'm not really allowed to go out often anymore. So what did I do this whole week?

Study homework piano over and over. PC also on when my mom's not around >_> I'll be dead if she catches me.

I have such a lousy Physics teacher. Definitely ready to flunk.

Camwhore sikit when studying. Red hair ftw.

How about blue >_> ?

Name a subject, thats the homework.

Biology

Look I'm working sooooo hard!!! =.= Now you know how I hold my pen.

My table's a bit too small but wtheck lah.

Music is a must.

I took out all my coins savings, counted them, and gave it to my brother for car parking purposes. My mom's gonna give the total of RM32 to me (soon).. MONEY PLEASE!!!!

Blah I feel so fucking cranky now. I feel like.. I wanna crush someone's head. And I'm desperate to go out and enjoy with friends again. Shit this. -_-

Current music : Jesse McCartney - Just So You Know

Night Out

"Blogged" by at 02:20 AM on January 14, 2007

Mabel invited me out to Sunway Pyramid with Ainaa and Tze Yin at night. It was quite last minute but I managed to ask permission from my mom and she allowed me to go.

It's been awhile since I last met Tze and Ainaa. Tze's obviously so much taller than before. We also met up with 2006's class 3F students since they had their class party there. Kar Mern and Jocelyn dressed so bloody fantastic.

We got tickets to Night At The Museum (I didn't mind watching it again!) and then went to Genki Sushi for dinner. Something very interesting happened! Ainaa was pretty much 'hitting' on the sushi maker so she kept bugging him to make this and that. While paying the bills, a waiter handed over a small note to Ainaa. It was from the sushi maker! Here's what it says...

Ainaa thought it was for her but no one was sure of it. She asked the waiter and he said it's for Mabel, he pointed at her. ROFL!!!!!!!!! They even laughed at the word 'regconize' because he used the wrong word for that sentence. Maybe he meant "I just want to know you!". Lol. We tried searching for the sushi maker guy but he was no where in sight. Bet he was hiding somewhere. We walked out of Genki Sushi and rushed to the cinema for our movie. Hahahaha. Ainaa bought popcorn and Smarties. In the cinema, she was pouring the smarties on top of the popcorn. But, the whole box of popcorn fell off and kissed the floor. All of us couldn't stop laughing because it was so damn silly. In the end, there was only 1/4 of popcorn left in the poor box.

They seem to enjoy the show very much :D Went to MPH, they bought some dorayaki for us, walked around, wanted to go try out the karaoke box but it was full of people, ate ice cream from Baskin Robbins and met up with Kin Miao and Eugene's group, went to McDonald's to sit and chat, and went home after that. Notice that all we do is eat? Haha. Although I was the most silent one there throughout the outing but it was good enough for a despo like me to go out. A little lost too haha. x) Thanks for tonight, girls!

Green tea.

Mabel: Ah, it's a spoon!

Tze

Sunway Lagoon duck and the girls O_o

We Dip, You Drip - Baskin Robbins

Good ol' McD fries with tomato ketchup ;P

Sample of the IU Audition poster. The venue/date/time are fake. I need opinions please!

Current music :

Blah blah end of teh weekend

"Blogged" by at 01:01 AM on January 15, 2007

Screw this poster thingy. Can't seem to get it right. 1/2 of them says it's fine and it's nice. Another 1/2 says it's not good and have given me some suggestions to fix it better. Pfft. Okay, now I don't wanna care what you guys think coz I don't even know if it's bad or not. I take back the opinions part lol >.>

Too lazy to make anymore changes. I'm just gonna depend on what Ivan and Brenda says =.= Not like I've the time to do anything else lately.

Before I forget, Interact club owes me RM3++

Work work work work.
Fuck it.

Great, weekend's over and a new week has arrived for us to suffer again. School is such a bother. I wish I can quit school right after the first semester this year. How's that's possible -.-? Ohhhh yay there's ORAL TEST this week. Fuck, not prepared. Oh and there's another day for me to stay back at school to complete that fucked up notice board. Fuck-YAY!

Going out for dinner tomorrow night with my uncle, Dr. Tan Kai Chah (You should know him. He's one of the side characters that appeared in the Malay novel, Panas Salju. 1/2 of the story about him in there is false. The writer is stupid.) I'm looking forward to CNY though. I simply love receiving the red packets from him.

Goodbye.

Current music :

Still fucked. Ohhh wellsss.. =.=

"Blogged" by at 09:13 PM on January 15, 2007

Ohh yaaaay I'm still cranky like yesterday! -.- My mom doesn't want me involved with Interact. Sweet =.=... It's like if I'll ever go for meetings/after school stay backs, my mom will be so f-upset with me coz she prefers me to be stayed indoor, studying and doing my own stuffs rather than stuffs outside home. And if I don't go for the meetings nor do my tasks, I'll get it from my seniors. No idea man. And HOLY CRAP I think today we've got the most homeworks. OMFG!!!

Conclusion: I'm fucked.

BTW this is my blog, I can write anything I want. If it hurts you so bad, just leave a message and never come back.

I know you're soooo damn bored of reading this already. Sure you do. I mean, all I do is complain and rant loads of shit about my f-ed high school life. Mommy's being soooooo strict lately and I've no idea why. Ain't no robot. I told my mom about staying back at school today and yah I couldn't attend today's meeting obviously. I also told her about tomorrow's to finish off the Interact notice board and also this Friday for ANOTHER meeting. So this is what she said to me.

"How many times a week must stay back? Keep staying back, no need study one is it? Thought you say always got so much homework wan? If this happens too often you better stop this stupid nonsense because I don't like you to waste time on all this. Pass your things to your seniors. I'm gonna wait outside school for you tomorrow"

WTF..... Serious ar? See lah, if she'll really be there. =.= I think my activeness in Interact will be degrading sooner or later. Plus, I'm pretty sure most of them in the BOD are quite upset with me about that previous post.

Quite happy that Ms.Chang got me a new piano book to play. It's a Final Fantasy album's piano collection thingy. Wow from 1 to 12 or something. RM18 only somemore. I'm still working on that FFVII: AC song.. no it's not easy, it's definitely a tough job.

Ok gtg do homework. -,-;; Barely even 30 minutes staying online....

p.s: I just can't seem to handle this form 4 life. I don't know why others can do it just fine.

Current music :

"Blogged" by at 03:05 AM on January 17, 2007

I don't know why my mom wouldn't let me take Physics tuition. All the more Puan Zaidah is extremely unreliable. She seriously cannot teach Physics especially in our syllables. Now you know why language is so important. English comes first, and then Mandarin which I totally regret not learning it seriously when I was young. At least there are some people in class who speaks mandarin. Listening to them communicate might be a good method of learning it too. Plus, Sao Wen's sort of a good mandarin 'teacher'. How patient he is! Since I'm quite slow and lousy at it, bah!

There's Interact AGM today and I couldn't attend it because my mom said no. Lol. I sound like a kid, whose mom who always wouldn't let her out of home even for school purposes. Yeah that's my mom. Rather obey her than not. So forgive my absences for now since it's all reasoned as "my mom won't allow me" which many of you might think it's an excuse but NO, it's not. You can talk to my mom about it.

PMD is tomorrow and uh.. yay only after recess there's studying? Sigh. Mel asked if I can stay back tomorrow to finish the notice board but I can't lah. Then again you know the reason to it. I've also had plans with mom. She's urged to watch Blood Diamond with me after school. I wouldn't want to disappoint her by saying that I can't go with her right? All the more, she planned it with me first. Very sorry Mel. I'm available on Friday though >.<

I had a looooong nap just now. 5 hours to be exact. I woke up at 10.15pm and that's coz my brother woke me up. I would've probably slept til the next morning. Without wasting anymore time, I quickly took a shower, had my dinner and got started with my endless homeworks. While resting, I went to RO to see who's online. John issued that they'll be quitting Eternity server very soon and will be playing Ghost Online. I mean, whaa? No really, I have no time for new games already. I also heard that Ivan's internet died once again. How miserable! If there's no Kido or Ivan in RO, it's like.. it's nothing to me already lmfao. Oh lonesome~~ rightttt

Good night

Current music :

Can't Take It

"Blogged" by at 01:03 AM on January 18, 2007

I really can't take the heavy dreadful homeworks. Evil times will begin. I'll start copying whenever I cannot finish my work 100%. This amount is countless. When you're done with a whole stack, another comes to join. Maybe this is going to happen for the whole year. Wow this must be sooooo challenging for me. The question is, can I do it or not?

I lack of confidence. For now, I'll say "Not at the moment coz I'm struggling my so f*cking ass up". Also, I wonder if Brenda's going to kill me for not completing the notice board yet. Oh man. Get it done already, Jade =.=!!!

I feel so damn sleepy now. I need a break from all this... a real one please.

Current music :

Interact Notice Board

"Blogged" by at 10:54 PM on January 18, 2007

Today, I think it's the day where the entire class got so worried and caught up with their Chemistry experiment. Including me. There was no EST class for today and supposingly it's a free period. Chemistry took over it instead. Everyone rushed and tried completing their work within that time. At last I was done with it. I never knew drawing graphs are THAT complicating.

During Add Math, everyone was struggling very hard to understand what was taught. I guess I managed to understand what Puan Eng was trying to explain. Maybe just 70% of it. If only there's better teachers here. As for Physics, let's not talk about that shall we?

Me, Jinn and the boys stayed back after school for the bowling club meeting. It dragged all the way til 2.15pm. No one was really listening attentively to the teacher. It was quite noisy too so I couldn't catch what she was really saying the whole time. But at least there's some entertainment around. Marvin and Xing Sheng makes the best comedies in school.

After the meeting, Jinn came to my house for lunch and had a little rest. At 3pm we rushed off to school again to do the Interact notice board. Unfortunately it was raining but we still went anyway, with an umbrella. How lucky of us, while walking down the lane, my brother's car approached and we've been given a lift to school. My brother, Joshua, and Chiew Nee just returned from Carrefour's grocery shopping. They had plans for an evening picnic at Lake View. What an interesting way of spending time with friends. So when we reached school, we immediately got started with the notice board. Not long later, the afternoon session students had their recess. A lot of kids walked passed our board and had little comments/talks with their friends. They began to get interested in looking at every other notice boards of different clubs. I also overheard some girl saying that she didn't felt like joining Interact and has decided to go for Leo. Hmm, lol. Interesting indeed. I had quite a fun time doing this with Jinn. I mean, a close friend helping and all, it's the best isn't it? =D We even managed to finish it by 5.15pm, the time where we decided to go stop and go home. We used lots of assorted coloured paper pins to decorate the board. We modified some parts here and there. I hope the BOD members are satisfied with it. Even though there's some minor errors around but it's okay since we worked it off for today. Such sacrifice. Despite that Jinn actually planned to come over to my place today to do homework. We didn't get to do that, instead we came to school D: Never mind, I still get to spend with my Jinn *lovess* ROFL!!

Omfg CHEETAH GIRLS 2 IS COMING OUT!! >_> Really, I'm quite excited to watch it LOL! It's girly but I kinda enjoy that type of Disney movies.

OK I've Math homework =(

D: Writing titles for the board

Uh, what cha think? Looks girlish *cough* We used everything we could. Paper clips rock xD

Close up

Oooh we can use this for MORAL PROJECT!! XD

>;D /GG.. Not a high post but who cares >_>

Their yummy sandwich O_O

How.. big.. and tempting.. !

The couple happily slicing the sandwich.

And then we camwhored like retaaaards

Yay I re-painted my toe nails, at last D:!!

Yucks *cough* x_x

Don't forget to read up your History!

Current music : Akon feat. Eminem - Smack That

"Blogged" by at 10:39 PM on January 20, 2007

D: Omg I can't finish my Add Math homework!!! It's too tough ;(

Kelly suddenly came and IM-ed me on MSN. He even took a picture of himself posing with his Add Math book. I did the same D: His macam so serious lol.

Ah. Good times with Kelvin.
My greatest-online-friend-which-I've-not-met-in-RL-but-urged-to-one-day.
He and Xeph are the only ones I've not met in reality. We should. That Xeph stays at the paddy-village-state and Kelvin's in Penang. T_T It's been years that we've known each other. Say thanks to Ragnarok Online. ROFL!

Speaking of RO, my friends really left the server and played Ghost Online. Nooooo! But sigh, not sure if I actually want to go and join them there. I'll prolly get addicted and slack off from my form 4 studies. That's the risky part.

Today my mom and I went to Sunway Pyramid to watch Blood Diamond. I'd say that's a really good show, even with Leonardo De Caprio in it *Cough* I'm just not a fan of him. But hey his acting really improved. Blood Diamond has a good story line to it. Interesting and many thrilling scenes which involves violence. And funny thing is that there's actually less than ten people in the cinema. *Shrugs*

Then we went to shop for CNY clothes. A little too early for CNY but she said it's best to get them now. There's still some stuffs she haven't bought for me, like.. heels? Seriously wei, when we went to Vincci I was totally clueless there. I've never shopped for heels before, therefore I am bad at shopping for shoes. Clothes are fine but shoes.. ? @_@;;... I just don't know how to pick the right ones. After window shopping, I went to MPH to get some stationaries and stuffs to decorate my classroom. And then we went home.

T___T MUST.. STUDY.. ADD MATH.. O M F G!

Current music : Gundam Seed - Believe

An RO Diary

"Blogged" by at 10:11 AM on January 21, 2007

I never knew that I could be so 'free' until I actually an RO Diary. It sounds so damn lame but I'm doing this! Haha although my life as an RO player has stopped for the time being, I will still write about it once in a while. Good ol' times. Gosh, is it me or is it just that RO can never be forgotten? Something that brings me and my friends so close together. Without RO there's no Ky, no Sao Wen, no Ivan, no Adrian, no John, no Kelvin, no Melanie, no Xeph.. I mean, they already mean so much to me. Weird, games can seriously corrupt your mind. But you meet great people too.

Here's my RO blog

c h i b i

<_< Which I highly doubt you guys would actually go there and read. Maybe you online gamers can give some good feedback ;P ? Muahaha.

:D my lub-ly high priest.

Going to Giant with mom soon. >__>

Current music : KOTOKO - Onaji Sora no Shita de

"Blogged" by at 06:09 PM on January 23, 2007

"WRITE IN FULL STANDARD FORM!"

"Please see me"

Pn Hong wrote that in my exercise book T_T I made so many silly mistakes for Modern Math. Dumb ass. >_> More corrections and homework to do. Hah great.

I think my new daily time spending is doing homework. If only it's my hobby. Yesterday I struggled so hard to do the Add Math questions. It just won't come out. Then I gave up on my homework.

Pn Eng can only nag and scold you for not finishing your homework. But thing is, she is fucking bad at explaining what she's fucking teaching. Fuck this government lah, hired all the fucked up teachers who can't speak English, teachers who cannot teach, teachers who only nag at the end of the day, teachers who have no commitment in teaching since they only want to rush off their class and teachers who just don't realize that we're piled with homeworks and that's the reason why we cannot finish them on time. Well too bad that most of us can never hand in our books on that very day. It's your fault, fucked up teachers. Pn Wang is a bitch for not sacking Pn Zaidah and Pn Cheok. The worst teachers on earth. Pn Wang is being an ass for setting new gay-fied rules for the school. Yah and those rules aren't important too but yet you gotta follow it. How fucked up can this SMK Seafield get man? Students who left this school in 2007 are quite lucky then. I assure you that more and more students will be leaving this school and heading over to USJ 13, SMKSU or better still KDU. I'm fucking sure. I really wanna stop school after first semester. I WANT TO!

Ok I'm done.

Current music :

Foreheaded or Fringed

"Blogged" by at 03:33 PM on January 24, 2007

I want a hair cut but I'm not sure what style would it be.

Definitely not short hair because I know I don't look good in it since I've had it a few times. Plus, Ky prefers long hair. Now, should I grow back my shiny forehead? There's goods and bads. If there's fringe, you intake extra heat on your forehead. I sweat on my forehead easily and therefore my fringe will always turn so freaking oily and icky. That's what I don't like about fringes. The only thing why fringe has been in my hair styles lately is because I do look better in them, especially with straightened hair (Not like my hair is straight anymore >_>). I also have these annoying curls at the front sides of my head, which then makes my hair go messy.

Things I love about not having fringe is that it's so cooling and easy to handle. You don't have to suffer from extra heat. There'll be less sweat absorption from the hair strands since it'll just evaporate into the thin air, it'll make you look brighter, it'll then shows out my extremely dark eyebrows which I think it's a little too bushy but people say its nice so what the heck, and I'll just look so much tidier when I tie my hair back.

But I still like fringes, depends on which too. BUT WHY IS IT SO FREAKING HOT TO HAVE EM?! <_<

I'm also not a risk taker. What if it'll turn out so bad?

I'm being really fussy.

Valentine's Day is coming, which doesn't really matter to me so much. The monthly test is before Valentine's.

I tried making this out of RM1 note since Kido wanted to know how to do it as well <_< Biology homework is the background xD

Current music :

The K's

"Blogged" by at 05:16 PM on January 25, 2007

Let me introduce you to my K-friends ;D Well I'm sure some of you already know who they are. They're the people who means a lot to me! And they're guys. Nothing wrong with that right? =) Also there's one thing similar among these four. They're all super lame. Trust me. LOL! Don't kill me xP But it's in a good way, it makes me laugh.. even how lame they get. *Cough* !

Kien Yue the ultimate blur, sexy and hamsap wu gui.

Kin Miao the computer repairing pro & kei poh pussy.

Kelvin the stupid lo mai kai & "sayang cendawan" quoted boy.

Kido the horny Hong & the no.1 pi gu-less kid.

Oh I forgot one more.

KHOO XING SHENG, the forever saying "I'll slap/flip you" but never does it.

Sigh I know I'm just bored.

It was interesting at school today. Especially during English and Physics class. For English we had a spontaneous presentation and it went superbly well. It was extremely funny too. Where as during Physics, XS and Lester entered the laboratory with us without having the dumb Puan Zaidah knowing. In the end XS was caught and left with Lester sitting there as silent as a mouse (Perhaps he was quite scared for skipping class and joined ours? xP). Some of my friends are now having their drama audition at school. All the best to Mabel especially! I'm pretty sure she can make it. :D Go Go GANBATTE!

;D Alright, ciao. As usual, homework.

Current music : Aaron Carter - I'm All About You

Chinese Name

"Blogged" by at 08:48 PM on January 26, 2007

I think most Chinese raced people have their own typical Chinese name and they must be able to write or read it too. Although if you're just an average SK student who don't know a shit about Chinese, you still need to know your fucking name dude. That's pretty much fixed. :D

That Tzi Yuan (Is it spelled correctly? Believe me, I suck at pronouncing Chinese names, especially those with the letter Z in it.) guy in my class, he's just plain weird lol. Great thing is that he's got the humor. Heh. He made almost all of the Chinese students in our class to write our Chinese name on both his arms. Right for girls, left for guys. He said the purpose of him asking us to write our names on his hands is to show his mom how many friends he has in this class. I was quite embarrassed when I was told to write out my name.. in Chinese. Why, because I was surrounded by my Chinese speaking friends. Obviously I will get embarrassed because... I don't know Mandarin! Therefore, I don't have confidence in writing it either. Even my name! Gosh. I was afraid that my writing will make me the laughing stalk. So, I tested it out on a piece of paper first, practiced a few times. Then I finally wrote it on Tzi Yuan's hand. They mentioned that my writing is quite nice and they were also very shocked to know the meaning of my name. Hah <_< It's good to know them. They ain't so bad after all =) In addition, I GET TO LEARN MANDARIN!!!! :DDD Maybe just a bit lah. It's better than not learning anything, isn't it?

Hell there's school tomorrow. I'm not allowed to skip classes either. Even if I'm allowed to, I still won't skip school. There's the killer add math lesson.

>_< Cikgu Nazri's tuition is soon.

Current music :

Love & Love not(s)

"Blogged" by at 08:33 PM on January 27, 2007

It's obvious that I've more 'loves' than 'love not(s)'.

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Saturday's a school day for this week. We were given quite a lot of homework to do. At least I don't exactly regret attending classes. Now I think I find the best time to laugh and spend time with friends is during Physics lessons because it's not like you're gonna understand what that dumb teacher is teaching and it's better off having fun with your classmates. At times I would stop and try listening to Pn Zaidah talking but I'll eventually continue making noise with friends. Ah <_<

I watched Cheetah Girls 2 earlier and it wasn't as fantastic as I thought it would've been. It's those average girly Disney movies you come across all the time. Uh, no comment lol. Then I watched a little bit War of the Worlds with mom. I haven't taken my nap this afternoon due to some reasons, so I slept at 10 til 12am and planned to do homework after that. But look, I'm blogging right now, and it's 1.28am. Lol. Well I better get started. Good night.

Current music : Tata Young - Come Rain Come Shine

Artists & More Rants

"Blogged" by at 05:00 PM on January 28, 2007

I think picture blogging is getting more fun compared to just plain old words. It already tells us a message by only looking at them.
From top: Avril Lavigne, The Veronicas, Cassie, Ciara, KOTOKO, Utada Hikaru, Nami Tamaki, Ayumi Hamasaki.

These images belong to their respective owners. All are Googled or taken from DeviantART :D

T____T I still got lots of homework to do. Oh my, not done and I'm lazy and I didn't practice piano haha so dead rofl oh well. Last night I stayed up to 4.15am just to complete my History homework. I'm now left with Moral, Biology, EST, Add Math and Math. Not forgetting my stupid English presentation which is due this coming Tuesday. Thank God my Malay group oral test will only be around March. Seriously no time for myself lately. We're not given spare time to self study for our February test. When there IS time, you're already tired from those homework you've done and you'll end up doing things like going online or watch TV. I'm pretty sure at least 80% of you are like this right now. Tuition won't do much help, am I right? That's just your back up especially for Science students. From my point of view, most art students are very satisfied with their subjects taken and isn't that great? Science students seem like they're forcing themselves to love the subjects they're studying but hey it isn't really working! How do I make myself love Add Math. Because the more you hate it, the more you'll have difficulties solving the problems. Damn why am I always ranting about school. Shows how unsatisfied I am to be in this sort of situation. Did I really pick the right package? Because I'd rather enjoy studying like how I used to before than suffer my ass off like this.

Current music : Avril Lavigne - Nobody's Home

. . . . I'm Speechless

"Blogged" by at 08:26 PM on January 29, 2007

It's good to have a cup of coffee on Sunday mornings.

;D NTBD!

Gahahahaha. Forehead FTW!

I drew this for Interact Club's Valentine's but unfortunately I heard that there won't be sales for the club on this event so I guess they won't be using it. =_= This is obviously minor-edited.

I've to complete the papan kenyataan for my class this week and yeah I'm doomed coz I've not started except for the sugar papers. Wait, do I have the time? I have assistances too who were recently picked by Puan Hong and they are Melissa and Carlson. I'm not sure what tasks to give them. At the same time, I don't want them to think that I wanna use them for all this. Oh God help me, I am not prepared for the test and I am still under lots of stress. -___-

Current music : The Pussycat Dolls - Wait A Minute

Today's Class / Room Tour

"Blogged" by at 06:26 PM on January 30, 2007

Roflmao. Class was fun today. After recess we had Modern Math but our teacher was absent. Every one got into their own groups to prepare for their English presentation. Yi Lin and I were already done with our discussion so we ended up drawing little fancy stuffs on the card board. It turned out quite well :p

During Moral lessons, our teacher was absent too! Some of my friends and I went to the library just to chill out. Tse Yuan and Carlson were there too and as usual, they're there to make you laugh so hard til' u wanna collapse. I was telling them about The Stalker who stalked me last year, Bi Hung. They continuously made fun of him and told us loads of hilarious jokes. Never have I had a great laugh in a very long time. Puan Tan came and scolded us in Mandarin because she assumed that we skipped classes on purpose. Bah, fun spoiler.

We proceeded to class 4E where the rest of the Moral students were being restless. After Moral, we had English and it's when we had to do our English presentation. I did my group did a good job. It's funny that Azeem couldn't pronounce what's written on the card board since he recently had braces on. His 'S's are funny ;P Puan See gave us another pair activity about "The important items you need when you're in the Moon". Tse Yuan and Carlson were the bunch of asses who gave the sickest elaboration on the topic which made the entire class burst in laughter! Oh well. 4Damai.

Couldn't attend Interact AGM today coz my mom said no <_< I think I've upset Jinn, sorry eh.

Kelvin said the cam has eyes = =;; My nostrils own.

Okay here's a quick 'tour' to my room, just recently updated a bit>_>

Bed and posters. Mom washed the curtains or not it'll look even better.

My brother's stuffs.

My table which always looks messy.

Posters at the side walls :0

My untidy wardrobe. Please don't mind the N'sync poster @_@

Bola ;D

My brother's amp.

This is not in my room >.<

Current music : Avril Lavigne - I'm With You

NBTD

"Blogged" by at 09:58 PM on January 31, 2007

For the coming Valentine's. *___*!

I was thinking of ways to decorate the class. This is the outcome o_o;; No idea what's that. Reminds me of a bit tribal art. Took me almost an hour to cut them properly.

LOL. NBTD! I've burning red eyes, wooo >_>

Sometimes I wish I have a nicer nose... LIKE NHIRAJ'S! JOKING LOL. XD

My class had our Physics experiment and report today in the lab. Xs and Lester joined our class again because they needed to complete this experiment as well. While we're at it, we were discussing about what to get Jinn for her sixteenth birthday (Sweet 16 ;D)! We thought of almost anything that comes to mind. Xs suggests to give her a 100 years of sanitary pads supply. That's.. just wrong lol. I don't know the budget too. I'm seriously broke right now and I bet you that this CNY I won't get that many ang paos. Gotta start visiting people ;P ! Hahahaha.

It's been tough for me to actually get myself start studying. I tell you, homeworks are totally out of the way! How lahhhh, sigh. Feeling very worried at the moment. Thank God there's public holiday tomorrow.

Current music : Celion Dion & The Bee Gees - Immortality

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